I'm so tired

[steel-and-glass]

I just want to sleep forever. I'm so tired of how miserable this world is, how miserable Our loved ones are, how every time things look like they might get better, they immediately get so much worse.

We're undergoing an intensive treatment for Our depression - for the second time - and last time, We felt so much better right away. This time, it seems like things just... keep getting worse. Even if Our brain is healing, the people We love are still suffering, miserable, hopeless - and We can't give them hope.

I believe hope is poison, though. Not a lethal one, unfortunately, but a painful one. One that strings you along, pretending to be helpful medicine, while you continue walking barefoot across broken glass.

I'm so tired. I just want to go to sleep.

Glass

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel so tired of suffering, I always wish I could just choose to fall asleep permanently and never exist again, only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me any peace, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[bankai]

Oh, I'm so with you on this. Hope is definitely a poison.I hope it all just ends soon.