I'm so stupid

[copioushopelessness]

A few months ago I threw out my method and each and every day I hate myself more for it. I didn't throw it thinking it would get better, in fact I knew things would get much worse. I guess I was paranoid about it being found or si took over.

 

[MyShadow]

A few months ago I threw out my method and each and every day I hate myself more for it. I didn't throw it thinking it would get better, in fact I knew things would get much worse. I guess I was paranoid about it being found or si took over.

You're not stupid. Unfortunately, like us, you're human and that survival instinct is something that's hardwired into every one of us. It's not like you're overcoming a bad habit like chewing off your fingernails.

 

[copioushopelessness]

You're not stupid. Unfortunately, like us, you're human and that survival instinct is something that's hardwired into every one of us. It's not like you're overcoming a bad habit like chewing

You're not stupid. Unfortunately, like us, you're human and that survival instinct is something that's hardwired into every one of us. It's not like you're overcoming a bad habit like chewing off your fingernails.

Thank you for your kindness. I wish I didn't feel stupid. I do because of tbi, medication that ruined my life and stupid decisions. I'm just so lost. I lost everything this last year. I'm just yeah, disappointed that I tossed the quick and painless route out. I keep seeing on facebook "things get better" and I'm like, why do people say that to people who are clearly suffering. I'm sick with a progressive disease. Some things don't get better. I wish I were someone else. It's hard to get out being sick and when I do I envy people living their life. I want to go back to that delusional hope I had.

 

[MyShadow]

Thank you for your kindness. I wish I didn't feel stupid. I do because of tbi, medication that ruined my life and stupid decisions. I'm just so lost. I lost everything this last year. I'm just yeah, disappointed that I tossed the quick and painless route out. I keep seeing on facebook "things get better" and I'm like, why do people say that to people who are clearly suffering. I'm sick with a progressive disease. Some things don't get better. I wish I were someone else. It's hard to get out being sick and when I do I envy people living their life. I want to go back to that delusional hope I had.

I wish I had answers for you but I am here to listen

 

[copioushopelessness]

You're not stupid. Unfortunately, like us, you're human and that survival instinct is something that's hardwired into every one of us. It's not like you're overcoming a bad habit like chewing

You're not stupid. Unfortunately, like us, you're human and that survival instinct is something that's hardwired into every one of us. It's not like you're overcoming a bad habit like chewing off your fingernails.

Thank you for your kindness. I wish I didn't feel stupid. I do because of tbi, medication that ruined my life and stupid decisions. I'm just so lost. I lost everything this last year. I'm just yeah, disappointed that I tossed the quick and painless route out. I keep "things get better" and I'm like, why do people say that to people who are clearly suffering. I'm sick with a progressive disease. Some things don't get better. I wish I were someone else. It's hard to get out being sick and when I do I envy people living their life. I want to go back to that delusional hope I had.

I wish I had answers for you but I am here to listen

Thank you