Venting I'm so scared my partial suspension hanging will not be successful.

[generalhuxxsmother]

All of my practice runs (testing blackout, pressure, etc) are very promising. I feel lightheaded and close to passing out FAST (one test run awhile back I actually blacked out with how fast it was, it wasn't secure so I fell). My fear is that somehow as I slump down it will move to such a position where it won't be effective. I'm using a door to hold my hanging device, so there is a slight angle. I'm not sure why this makes me nervous, however I suspect it has something to do with my favourite example video having her hang directly under a bar as opposed to having her lean against anything at all. My noose is very very wide and tight enough that I can't imagine it shifting too much. Anxiety is anxiety I guess.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

At least you're able to pass out

 

[generalhuxxsmother]

At least you're able to pass out

Yes. Overall I feel fairly confident in this method. Passing out is quick and easy, not painful at all. I think the people who struggle to pass out simply aren't using something wide enough to put enough pressure on all the spots. I use a pair of old yoga pants, nice and stretchy while being wide enough to basically cover my whole neck actually. I guess it seems foolish to think it would move....

 

[letmeseethedeath]

All of my practice runs (testing blackout, pressure, etc) are very promising. I feel lightheaded and close to passing out FAST (one test run awhile back I actually blacked out with how fast it was, it wasn't secure so I fell). My fear is that somehow as I slump down it will move to such a position where it won't be effective. I'm using a door to hold my hanging device, so there is a slight angle. I'm not sure why this makes me nervous, however I suspect it has something to do with my favourite example video having her hang directly under a bar as opposed to having her lean against anything at all. My noose is very very wide and tight enough that I can't imagine it shifting too much. Anxiety is anxiety I guess.

can you help me with testing blackout pressure etc? how do you do these things? i have a belt and a scarf to try but i'm so scared to fail but i need to ctb as soon as possible, my life is getting worse

 

[generalhuxxsmother]

can you help me with testing blackout pressure etc? how do you do these things? i have a belt and a scarf to try but i'm so scared to fail but i need to ctb as soon as possible, my life is getting worse

For me I need to lean into it with my full body weight. I needed to experiment a little at first but I never get the head full / ache sensation if I'm in the right spot. You pass out way way quicker than you expect so if you're doing a test run make sure your body will have somewhere to fall.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

For me I need to lean into it with my full body weight. I needed to experiment a little at first but I never get the head full / ache sensation if I'm in the right spot. You pass out way way quicker than you expect so if you're doing a test run make sure your body will have somewhere to fall.

i'm planning to do it on the door so i think i'll fall on the floor (?) for partial hanging
hoping i'll be able to pass away smoothly and peacefully
i did the test you told me and it was great i was blacking out quickly

 

[letmeseethedeath]

For me I need to lean into it with my full body weight. I needed to experiment a little at first but I never get the head full / ache sensation if I'm in the right spot. You pass out way way quicker than you expect so if you're doing a test run make sure your body will have somewhere to fall.

should i try a rope so i can tie the rope to the handle behind the door? maybe ill succeed with this? ill let slide the rope above the door so when i hang it will be some weight on my neck? even though i'm scared the door won't hold the weight or the rope will break but i need to ctb