NSFW I’m so over this life

[luna674]

I've been so misunderstood I've been put down by everyone almost my whole life .my whole life I've been told and treated like o wasn't normal.im alone im so fed up with feeling like shit.I wish I had happy moments good memories I don't.i want the pain to stop I want a easy way out.meds help but they just soften things.im going to stop taking them at least the mood stabilizer.meds cant fix my life i wish I wasn't me.i wish i could have all the years i lost.i wish people stopped lying about me.i need to make sure I ctb and don't procreate

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Being normal in our society is overrated, so being abnormal is a good thing. I wish we could all have an easy way out from a euthanasia doctor anytime we want it, or alternatively be able to get peaceful methods at the pharmacy over the counter (this would be ideal but we should have both options if we prefer). I refuse to procreate as well. I've suffered too much in this life myself and have witnessed too much suffering from others, so I know where it leads. Nowhere good that's for sure.

 

[luna674]

yeah you get it.its so stressful I just want to get it over with

 

[Skullinthewoods]

It sucks when you've been made to feel so 'different', makes it so hard to connect to others. I was told I was 'different' from such a young age and it sticks and becomes part of who you are, it's a very lonely existence.

Then you lose so much of your life just being that thing you were convinced you are, wishing you could be like others. Or at least, that's my experience. I think perhaps I feel a similar thing, though all of our experiences are unique and nobody will know exactly what you're going through. It sounds so unbearable.

Sorry you're suffering so much. I wish you weren't in so much pain.