I used to feel things. I used to be happy, those days are long gone, but even after that I felt something. Now it's nothing, I have no opinion on anything in any strong way, I have nothing to enjoy. I'm in school because that's what I'm supposed to do, because I have always been a good student. I feel nothing. I am an empty shell of a being with nothing left.
I have tried to CTB before. Overdose on my mental health drugs, turns out you'd need way to many of them to actually kill you so all I got was a stay in the hospital and more meds. I don't know what I want from being here, maybe just to not be alone.
I have tried to CTB before. Overdose on my mental health drugs, turns out you'd need way to many of them to actually kill you so all I got was a stay in the hospital and more meds. I don't know what I want from being here, maybe just to not be alone.
