Venting I’m so fucking screwed

[-nobodyknows-]

The three people I relied on to help me through things are all going to be leaving soon. Things have steadily gotten worse as the year has gone on. I don't have anyone else I can trust with things.

I wish I could be stronger. I hate that I'm like this. I feel like I don't have a choice anymore. I can't deal with things for much longer. I feel awful about how this could affect people.

I'm so fucking screwed.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

That sounds awful but do they leave in the context of CTB? How do u depend on them? If I may ask that.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

That sounds awful but do they leave in the context of CTB? How do u depend on them? If I may ask that.

No, they're just moving for work reasons. I depend on them because they make me feel better when I'm around them. Sometimes I talk to them about things too.