Masaxcre_032
Massacre
- Aug 30, 2024
- 3
I feel so embarrassed and ashamed to even be alive or talk to friends. Every time words come out of my mouth they feel wrong and stupid I immediately want to cry and god it's just so stupid. I made an embarrassing comment today and I just got so angry with myself for even saying that for even embarrassing myself like that. I cried for hours just thinking about how shitty my life feels right now knowing nobody even knows. Nobody will push to try to talk to me I hate everything I do or say my life feels so useless, I feel so useless. I have no talents, I have no aspirations, I have nothing to hope for let alone live for. So what is the point of my life do I just walk around hoping for one scrap of a moment that feels worth it for everything I endure everyday. Is it worth it? Is anything worth it? Im always going to be annoying, going to be a bother. Always that one person who's just unlikable because i'm a fraud I don't belong anywhere and I never will. And god my punctuation is horrible I guess that's just another thing I'm also horrible at! who could've guessed.
