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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
229
I don't even like mean, in a romantic sense? Coworkers don't like me anymore. All my actual friends are miles away, I'm stuck with my evil parents still, I just want any form of human contact. I want to be seen in any capacity really.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
This is an understanding wish to have human connection. I am alone now for a long time and i throughout this time something inside me died slowly. I always wonder how i still live knowing how alone i was actually in all my 26 years.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Student
May 31, 2025
176
Me too, everyone I see always has at least 1 friend.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
One good friend will do. Luckily I have that, although my friend is in Portugal right now. A childhood friend.But I don't have anyone close to me where I live now.It's preferable that they are living in your city and can kind of meet up with you from time to time.
I'm struggling to make friends as an adult though. I'm pretty cynical and suspicious.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,239
I'm so alone too. A lot of people are alone. I agree, making friends as an adult is complicated, above all if you have autism
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
You don't necessarily needs friends I realised I was just not interested in hanging out with some friends that I always had to cancel because I do like and enjoy my own company.

Some people do have an obsession with friendships though and yeah me cancelling sometimes last minute was because I realised it just didn't want to hang out and it's okay.

Everyone is different and have a preference though some people need to be around others all the time and some do enjoy their own company like myself so yeah there is that.
 
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feydrid

Member
Aug 19, 2025
7
I don't even have any friends I can message with, whether they are actual or not.
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
I feel really alone too. It's really the icing on the cake when you are gifted with mh issues and a wonderful dad to make it worse
 

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