Im noticing im starting to not care how I act around others, im starting to fully lose my composure and I think people are slowly starting to notice not that they care or that matters. Im losing it, Im acting different Im spending more carelessly trying to get a hit out of life but nothing is staying. It makes me sad, for the first time in a long while Im tearing up and crying for myself I cant believe its gotten to this point I never wanted it to get to this point, It makes me lose all my will to live or even think of a future. I just want to die
Im even speaking incoherently my words are scewed when they come out of my mouth, my grammer is regressing , it takes me a while to react Im slow, its like my body wants to shut down
Im even speaking incoherently my words are scewed when they come out of my mouth, my grammer is regressing , it takes me a while to react Im slow, its like my body wants to shut down
