Aunty_Seuss
Member
- Jan 4, 2026
- 27
I've got schizophrenia and Multiple Sclerosis (MS) every day is really hard, I feel so drained and I've got nothing to show for it, I'm living in a grotty apartment far away from the only couple people I still love (my sister and my friend). I'm stuck collecting government benefits but it's no way to live, I can't get a job because of my health, no employer wants to deal with my problems and pay me so I'm pretty much just stuck here. I hate I can't look after myself, I look like a complete mess it's so embarrassing. I can't live independently so I have a carer who comes to visit every week to check on me, again its so shameful. I'm so ashamed of myself I hate how everything has turned out, I wish I wasn't born so I don't have to be in this nightmare anymore. If I CTB though I'd make my sister and my friend upset and I don't want that at all, but it won't get better for me because my health is getting very bad. I wish I had a good life instead, somebody please help me.
