I'm ready to go. Don't wanna be on this planet anymore.

[Mooseanonsky]

Trump won. Republicans have Senate, House, and Supreme Court as if I didn't need more reasons to CTB. As a neurodivergent non binary POC on disability, fuck everyone who voted for this mother fucker and fuck those who didn't vote at all. We're so fucked. "hurr bOth siDes are bad, eLecTion doesNt matterrrr" shut up. I'm done.

I have SN but no meto. Am I gonna puke and survive if I just do the whole thing without it? And if yall have any other not too painful methods, please let me know.

 

[Goosechan]

I'm sorry you're going through all this political strife and divide and threatening of a human treatment on top of whatever else might be going on in your life. I don't have the advice you ask for, but I wanted to let you know that you are heard here and you are not alone.

 

[Tac0Johnz]

same gonna follow through soon. I don't have SN sadly but after I'm done filling out my suicide sketchbook and write my notes I'm gonna hang full suspension (for me it hurts everytime, but I hope I'll pass out before I hang). I don't care about staying alive for my family, fiance, and close ones out of obligation anymore, if anything he just sped up my ctb date. Any afterlife or anything at all is better than this reality. All my hope is lost and any remaining fragments are shattered and turned to dust.

 

[ChiseHatori]

It's not necessarily the election that's got me like this, it's watching myself lose all faith in humans very slowly over the course of a few years. I've become such a bitter and angry person. I knew many were too far gone and I don't blame each individual. It's moreover a lack of education and brainwashing as far as I've seen. If I can't somehow get out of the country soon I don't think I can hold out, either. I need to live somewhere far away and isolated from people. Sadly disability makes it a pipe dream. I will have to push through my countless issues, physical and mental. I want to give it a try -- but I cannot blame anybody who is feeling like they have lost the strength, especially in a position similar to mine. I only hope we will all find peace either way, truly.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Idk what you can actually do. Democracy is basically a good thing but when there're not clear majorities (like 80-90 or even 95%+) then there's always a big portion of the people in a country who's will isn't represented. enough or not represented at all. That leads to an inevitable discontent among the population. But honestly, it's not a good idea to kys bc of politics (like becoming a martyr).

Again, I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[Mooseanonsky]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Idk what you can actually do. Democracy is basically a good thing but when there're not clear majorities (like 80-90 or even 95%+) then there's always a big portion of the people in a country who's will isn't represented. enough or not represented at all. That leads to an inevitable discontent among the population. But honestly, it's not a good idea to kys bc of politics (like becoming a martyr).

Again, I'm sorry you have to go through this.

These politics will affect my entire life. If they get rid of social security payments and Medicare, that's it. I'm fucked. I'm autistic/adhd, schizoaffective, and unable to work a full time job. I have chronic pain and I take quite a few different medications that are cheap thanks to my insurance.

I've been suicidal for almost 20 years now, this is just another reason to go through with it. Because America isn't coming back from this shit.