I'm probably going to kill myself in late July/early August!

[HereUntilApril]

I can't take this anymore, I am done with life! I'm sick and tired of being where I'm at in life with the conditions that I've been dealt with. I'm ending it all soon and I'm content with it. I'm tired of my bullshit, other people's bullshit and the world's bullshit. I'm just constantly tired, angry, always in pain, and I don't want to participate in this any longer. I do hope reincarnation exists because I do want to experience another form of life because I can't deal with this life anymore!

 

[SecretDissociation]

I don't have much to add since I too feel for what you've written. The state of the world is 'bullshit' and it's unfortunate that the trash world comes with a lot of equally trash/bad people. If I may ask, what would you like to be reincarnated as? I'd like to be a big strong boulder, or a small pebble experiencing the natural process of erosion. As for something more sentient, being a wolf, or a (pet) rat (with great owners) would be nice.

 

[ketopia]

Hi there. I also think about reincarnation a lot. I see you originally wanted to leave in April, and now it's July/August. What changed? I'd love to hear about it

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[darksouls]

I don't have much to add since I too feel for what you've written. The state of the world is 'bullshit' and it's unfortunate that the trash world comes with a lot of equally trash/bad people. If I may ask, what would you like to be reincarnated as? I'd like to be a big strong boulder, or a small pebble experiencing the natural process of erosion. As for something more sentient, being a wolf, or a (pet) rat (with great owners) would be nice.

rats are among my favorite pets
unfortunately mine left me
I would adopt you

I can't take this anymore, I am done with life! I'm sick and tired of being where I'm at in life with the conditions that I've been dealt with. I'm ending it all soon and I'm content with it. I'm tired of my bullshit, other people's bullshit and the world's bullshit. I'm just constantly tired, angry, always in pain, and I don't want to participate in this any longer. I do hope reincarnation exists because I do want to experience another form of life because I can't deal with this life anymore!

I am very sorry for your situation
sending you hugs and love

 

[It'sFine]

I can't take this anymore, I am done with life! I'm sick and tired of being where I'm at in life with the conditions that I've been dealt with. I'm ending it all soon and I'm content with it. I'm tired of my bullshit, other people's bullshit and the world's bullshit. I'm just constantly tired, angry, always in pain, and I don't want to participate in this any longer. I do hope reincarnation exists because I do want to experience another form of life because I can't deal with this life anymore!

What's the condition of your life?