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Save_Me_Mind

Save_Me_Mind

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Sep 15, 2023
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I can't breathe... I have what seems to be very similar to asthma, and I feel as if it's getting worse and worse every day... Breathing hurts.... Doctors aren't doing shit and I feel as if I'm slowly dying from the inside. I can no longer do any physical activities, even walking hurts... I can't think clearly anymore... I just want out, I mean... It's ironic, because if it gets worse I will be out. My fingers feel as if they're slowly becoming paralyzed, becoming number each day.
I'm failing.... This is bad... My family is all gone, not a single one is here anymore, they're all dead...
I know people will be, "You're overreacting", but this keeps getting worse and worse and just like my life it never gets better. So when I do die from this and everything else my environment has molded into me... what next?... Will I be missed?... Who knows...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be really dreadful what you go through, it's cruel how people have to suffer so unbearably in this existence. But anyway best wishes.
 
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