I'm pathetic

[scenecore fan]

Like fr, im just a worthless femcel who relies on lesbian asmr because i can't afford a therapist and no one cares enough to hear me out when i feel like shit. I self harm but i always chicken out and never cut deep enough for me to bleed, i just feel like a fuckin poser, like none of my feelings are valid, like the shit that happens to me ain't that deep for me to actually have suicidal thoughts, i really just want to kms but i haven't tried ever since my last attempt, for no reason in particular, im just a whiny lil bitch who likes to cry about everything but wont ever try to either end it all or try to better herself.

 

[Untimely]

I can relate, to most of this

 

[scoba32]

would you say the dating market is more difficult for lesbian women or straight women?

 

[eggsausagerice]

would you say the dating market is more difficult for lesbian women or straight women?

it's obviously more difficult for lesbian women???? there's like a billion straight guys that a straight woman can date and a lot of gay people deal with internalized homophobia that makes them not want to date and just hookup? it's pretty obvious that it's harder to date as a gay person because most people that want to date you would be straight.

im just a worthless femcel who relies on lesbian asmr because i can't afford a therapist and no one cares enough to hear me out when i feel like shit.

i'm a loser tranmasc and i feel unattractive to almost every sexuality, so i got addicted to gay asmr for a while since it made me feel euphoric. pretty much no one cares about my problems either and when i talk about my problems i feel like everyone tunes me out or gets uncomfortable. i usually just end up staring into space and thinking about whatever i'm upset about, because there isn't any point in me saying it out loud. it's a lonely world.

 

[scoba32]

it's obviously more difficult for lesbian women???? there's like a billion straight guys that a straight woman can date and a lot of gay people deal with internalized homophobia that makes them not want to date and just hookup? it's pretty obvious that it's harder to date as a gay person because most people that want to date you would be straight.


i'm a loser tranmasc and i feel unattractive to almost every sexuality, so i got addicted to gay asmr for a while since it made me feel euphoric. pretty much no one cares about my problems either and when i talk about my problems i feel like everyone tunes me out or gets uncomfortable. i usually just end up staring into space and thinking about whatever i'm upset about, because there isn't any point in me saying it out loud. it's a lonely world.

sorry gang I didn't know i am not lesbian

 

[Proceed]

I wish I could teach people to stop hating themselves and feeling ashamed but I can never find the words for it.

 

[scoba32]

I wish I could teach people to stop hating themselves and feeling ashamed but I can never find the words for it.

bro i don't think there are words for it

 

[Proceed]

bro i don't think there are words for it

I guess that's just me personally since I never really feel shame about things. I guess some things just can't be taught.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I wish I could teach people to stop hating themselves and feeling ashamed but I can never find the words for it.

I wish you could too. With very few exceptions I think most people are being way too hard on themselves and it's making their suffering worse.

 

[Asya]

it's obviously more difficult for lesbian women???? there's like a billion straight guys that a straight woman can date and a lot of gay people deal with internalized homophobia that makes them not want to date and just hookup? it's pretty obvious that it's harder to date as a gay person because most people that want to date you would be straight.

straight men don't know how good they have it. mfers wouldn't last a day trying to get into a committed relationship as a same-sex attraction monogamous transgender person.

 

[eggsausagerice]

straight men don't know how good they have it. mfers wouldn't last a day trying to get into a committed relationship as a same-sex attraction monogamous transgender person.

every time i get ghosted or say someone would rather just be friends with me because they aren't attracted to trans people i lose 10 percent of my soul. i don't even want to imagine how easy breezy it would be to not hate yourself and your body every day.

 

[owo]

who relies on lesbian asmr because i can't afford a therapist

both fake

first one is free

second one is trying to act as your friend who can support you (for money)

like none of my feelings are valid

your every feelings are valid

im just a whiny lil bitch who likes to cry about everything but wont ever try to either end it all or try to better herself.

you are able to cry about anything
our life is fucking hard

feel free to PM me if you want. wishing all the best to you