Im not good enough for anyone

[Lifeis_Jouissance70]

i really am so tired of myself and everything that is so painful, awful and horrible

i want to ctb...guess my only option is a rope.

I want to get really drunk and sleepy before I do it but idk if its a good idea and i want to do it on a day where no one is at home

hopefully someday when no ones home

 

[Hevn]

I'm sorry you're suffering from this.
If this is the main reason for suicide - you can try looking for a partner or friend in the recovery section.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable just wanting to be free from all the suffering, existing really can be so torturous. But anyway best wishes.

 

[lostsomewhere]

i really am so tired of myself and everything that is so painful, awful and horrible

i want to ctb...guess my only option is a rope.

I want to get really drunk and sleepy before I do it but idk if its a good idea and i want to do it on a day where no one is at home

hopefully someday when no ones home

you see i feel the same . i just want to tell you my friend that you mean a lot to me , please dont loose hope now just keep walking ik it will be tough but in the end you will win this fight . please talk it out i am here with you because i understand you , i feel you . remember i am here with you and you mean sooo much to me

 

[Lifeis_Jouissance70]

I'm sorry you're suffering from this.
If this is the main reason for suicide - you can try looking for a partner or friend in the recovery section.

It doesnt work even if I have a lover or friends online..
Its too complicated. I wish to just die instantly.. ctb is so complicated, seriously I'll happily trade my life for someome who wants to live and I'll die instead of them dying.

The void I feel is too much
It almost feels like a infinite void
Nothing can fix this suffering at all...

 

[Hevn]

It almost feels like a infinite void
Nothing can fix this suffering at all...

Same feelings.

 

[the_summoning]

I feel the same way OP and its such a crushing blow. I think I'm just destined to die alone and sometimes I wonder why not just speed up the inevitable.

 

[hi-okbye]

i get how you feel. just not being enough for anyone.
i wish you luck if you do try, and maybe some peace and self love.
good luck <3