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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
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until I find a good and real way to finally ctb, im going back to edibles. I've only had them a few times, but those times were when I could actually distract myself from my brain.
 
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doomerguy88

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Aug 13, 2025
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I wish I could use it responsibly. I had to quit last year after 15 years of daily use. It was to the point where when I was able to get some I was hitting the bong every 15 mins on most days. I have been going through a lot of stuff lately and some of it might be related to withdraws. There's a part of me that wants to smoke again but I'm not even sure how much it would help at this point. Even before I quit I was getting to the point where everyday life felt overwhelming and the weed wasn't enough to help.
 
_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
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Recently started taking edibles and I'm kind of in this exact limbo rn of taking them almost daily before I can CTB again just to not feel anything for a bit.. sometimes it works but sometimes I just feel worse. It's like weeds not inherently addicting but feeling okay for a while definitely is
 
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WhatIsMyLife

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Apr 22, 2020
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As an alleged drug addict (not weed), please be careful. If you're using the phrase "I'm not an addict, but..." You may be heading into addiction (or already there). And yes, weed can also be addictive.
 
lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
130
Theyre legal correct? I found so many stores selling them.
yep, theyre online too
Theyre legal correct? I found so many stores selling them.
you can get them without ID online too if you're under 21, but I wouldn't advise taking them if you dont want to get addicted
Recently started taking edibles and I'm kind of in this exact limbo rn of taking them almost daily before I can CTB again just to not feel anything for a bit.. sometimes it works but sometimes I just feel worse. It's like weeds not inherently addicting but feeling okay for a while definitely is
Im not an expert or anything, but you probably shouldn't take them everyday—taking them everyday can heighten your tolerance to them and they won't work as well.
As an alleged drug addict (not weed), please be careful. If you're using the phrase "I'm not an addict, but..." You may be heading into addiction (or already there). And yes, weed can also be addictive.
I have a very addictive personality, so I might
I wish I could use it responsibly. I had to quit last year after 15 years of daily use. It was to the point where when I was able to get some I was hitting the bong every 15 mins on most days. I have been going through a lot of stuff lately and some of it might be related to withdraws. There's a part of me that wants to smoke again but I'm not even sure how much it would help at this point. Even before I quit I was getting to the point where everyday life felt overwhelming and the weed wasn't enough to help.
It was a good decision to quit, they can really damage you long term
 
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