A_good_username
Making lemons out of lemonade
- Jun 5, 2023
- 12
I haven't been active on here for a while.I started getting therapy so I was gonna try that before I come back here.Guess what, therapy can't fix me,so I'm back.
When I started writing on here I knew my world was gonna crash and burn and I will inevitably die.Like my life is a movie that I'm watching but somebody spoiled the ending to me.Well, I've been watching the movie since then and I am pretty sure it's about to end.
I am just lonely because I nobody knows it's about the end.I can't tell anybody about how I know I'm going to ctb.They will try to stop me.
"I'm always here for you"
"It's going to be ok,I promise"
"I love you"
As if this is some kind of debate.
The movie is ending, it's not in my control.This is just the end,I don't know what I could tell them.
I came here to just say what I have been wanting to tell someone since forever now.I'm fine with nobody seeing this.And if someone does see this, they'll probably understand.Pepole on here usually understand.
When I started writing on here I knew my world was gonna crash and burn and I will inevitably die.Like my life is a movie that I'm watching but somebody spoiled the ending to me.Well, I've been watching the movie since then and I am pretty sure it's about to end.
I am just lonely because I nobody knows it's about the end.I can't tell anybody about how I know I'm going to ctb.They will try to stop me.
"I'm always here for you"
"It's going to be ok,I promise"
"I love you"
As if this is some kind of debate.
The movie is ending, it's not in my control.This is just the end,I don't know what I could tell them.
I came here to just say what I have been wanting to tell someone since forever now.I'm fine with nobody seeing this.And if someone does see this, they'll probably understand.Pepole on here usually understand.
