I'm just waiting

[escapefromabuse]

Since I've picked my date and method I feel like I'm just waiting. I'm twiddling my thumbs and checking the calendar every day. Some days the urge to just do it and get it over with is very strong. Other days I breath and remind myself relief from my internal hell is almost here.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry every day is hell for you, and you feel CTB is your only escape. I hope your days get better.

 

[SettOne1994]

what method?

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm sorry that your life is so bad. Judging from your name,you've been abused badly and feel like you're beyond repair. I am glad you at least have found a method you feel at peace with. If you need anyone to talk with just chat away! We are here for you. I know there's nothing I can say to make you Feel better. But just know at least that we care about you.


Hopefully you find some release from your pain. Hopefully you find peace.

Since I've picked my date and method I feel like I'm just waiting. I'm twiddling my thumbs and checking the calendar every day. Some days the urge to just do it and get it over with is very strong. Other days I breath and remind myself relief from my internal hell is almost here.

 

[randomz]

I get how you might feel. But now that you have picked a date and prepared, you have the freedom to do wahtever might make you at least a little bit happy right? Maybe something unexpected and good will happen, that will change your mind for the better. I wish you all the best :)