im in so much pain. i want to die faster. please help

[Lxions]

im in so much pain and i cant stop throwing up. it was impulsive and rushed. im shaking so bad, and im running a fever. i feel so alone in this world , if these are my last moments this is so pathetic

 

[chr74]

oh god what was it a rushed SN attempt?

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

im in so much pain and i cant stop throwing up. it was impulsive and rushed. im shaking so bad, and im running a fever. i feel so alone in this world , if these are my last moments this is so pathetic

What was the method you rushed? It's never good to do these things impulsively, I hope you're okay.

 

[Lxions]

oh god what was it a rushed SN attempt?

What was the method you rushed? It's never good to do these things impulsively, I hope you're okay.

i took a lot of opioids about 30 minutes ago and then took sn .my world felt too small and i couldnt handle it, i just wanted it all to disappear

 

[chr74]

sorry to hear you are having a rough time :(

 

[Azora]

If you failed an attempt then it might be a good idea to go to the ER immediately. The last thing you want to do is live with constant pain or worse.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

i took a lot of opioids about 30 minutes ago and then took sn .my world felt too small and i couldnt handle it, i just wanted it all to disappear

I have to second what @Azora said, you might want to head to an ER, it could permanently damage you.

 

[calssilva]

hello, are you ok ?

 

[vaguebluur]

Shit...

 

[LateForTheBus]

I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time! I hope either you ended up having a peaceful passing afterall or you sought help. If you're still with us, please let us know how you are. (Hugs)

 

[LC188]

im in so much pain and i cant stop throwing up. it was impulsive and rushed. im shaking so bad, and im running a fever. i feel so alone in this world , if these are my last moments this is so pathetic

Are you still in pain?

 

[Shivali]

:Herz:

 

[FuneralCry]

If you have left this world I hope that you found freedom from all suffering, rest in peace.

 

[Hotsackage]

i hope whatever happened you find peace

 

[depressedlover]

If you're still with us I hope you're ok.

 

[Valky]

Helloooo? Are you okay? I saw you were last online about 2 hours ago.

I hope you are doing better, no matter where you are now :(

 

[Lxions]

hello, are you ok ?

Shit...

I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time! I hope either you ended up having a peaceful passing afterall or you sought help. If you're still with us, please let us know how you are. (Hugs)

Are you still in pain?

If you have left this world I hope that you found freedom from all suffering, rest in peace.

i hope whatever happened you find peace

If you're still with us I hope you're ok.

Helloooo? Are you okay? I saw you were last online about 2 hours ago.

I hope you are doing better, no matter where you are now :(

i wanted to respond to everyone, starting with thank you for your immediate responses and support, it means the world to me. i took the advice of one of the comments to go to the ER, im feeling better-ish now. still nauseous, and real tired/weak feeling. but im alive. again, thank you everyone, i may not know all of you personally but you saved my life this time around <3

 

[LC188]

i wanted to respond to everyone, starting with thank you for your immediate responses and support, it means the world to me. i took the advice of one of the comments to go to the ER, im feeling better-ish now. still nauseous, and real tired/weak feeling. but im alive. again, thank you everyone, i may not know all of you personally but you saved my life this time around <3

so glad you are feeling better :), that sounded really horrible.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

i wanted to respond to everyone, starting with thank you for your immediate responses and support, it means the world to me. i took the advice of one of the comments to go to the ER, im feeling better-ish now. still nauseous, and real tired/weak feeling. but im alive. again, thank you everyone, i may not know all of you personally but you saved my life this time around <3

I'm so happy you took the advice, we obviously support your decision to be able to leave whenever, but it should be well-thought out, not rushed and it sounded like if it didn't kill you, it could've made you miserable. I'm very glad you're okay, and I hope you feel better soon!

 

[momdontcryplease]

I'm sorry that you had to experience that and I'm glad that you got yourself help in time. If it's not too insensitive, would you mind letting me know what kind of opioid you took / dosage? I wanted to go out using this method but with benzos instead of SN and I'm worried it will fail. You don't have to answer and I'm sorry if this is rude. Good luck with getting better.

 

[Valky]

I am so glad that you are okay and reached out for help <3

 

[Lxions]

I'm sorry that you had to experience that and I'm glad that you got yourself help in time. If it's not too insensitive, would you mind letting me know what kind of opioid you took / dosage? I wanted to go out using this method but with benzos instead of SN and I'm worried it will fail. You don't have to answer and I'm sorry if this is rude. Good luck with getting better.

i took a mixture of oxycodone (400mg), morphine (80~mg), and codeine (410mg). i took pretty much all that i had on hand. im lucky to be alive, that's what the doctors said, since im pretty light weight as well. 44 kilo, 170cm

 

[LateForTheBus]

I'm so glad you got help and are ok. When it's your time to go, I wish for it to be peaceful and swift. Thank you for letting us know how you are. We may not not each other personally here, but we do all care. ((Hugs))

 

[peaches]

i wanted to respond to everyone, starting with thank you for your immediate responses and support, it means the world to me. i took the advice of one of the comments to go to the ER, im feeling better-ish now. still nauseous, and real tired/weak feeling. but im alive. again, thank you everyone, i may not know all of you personally but you saved my life this time around <3

I'm so sorry you had to suffer through this recent experience.
I wish you peace in whatever you do.
I'm in a situation where I need to rush out of here. I don't have a peaceful way out.

 

[Letgo]

I am glad to see you are feeling better.

 

[lainduster]

i wanted to respond to everyone, starting with thank you for your immediate responses and support, it means the world to me. i took the advice of one of the comments to go to the ER, im feeling better-ish now. still nauseous, and real tired/weak feeling. but im alive. again, thank you everyone, i may not know all of you personally but you saved my life this time around <3

so glad you're feeling better now

 

[dimstar]

Was that your first attempt? I'm really glad you sought help and didnt get injured, I think you did the right thing. Also sorry you didnt get what you wanted to achieve. It sounds to me like your a really brave person. I wish you the best going forward. Sending love your way.