We have never spoken, but everytime I see her my heart beats fast. I don't go talk to her and try someting else because I'm already too hurt when it comes to love and rejection. It sounds silly and childish that I felt in love with a girl I don't even know. It's just one of my failed "loves". I'm sorry I'm telling this right here, it is not related to the forum purpose, but I had no one to talk to. Just to spread the world how loser/ugly/unloved/disgusting I am.
