emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
126
i'm hungry. i want food. i miss the joy that lit up my face when i ate something that tasted good. but i don't deserve happiness or satisfaction, so i won't. i'll keep starving myself to the bone because i don't deserve to be happy. i don't deserve it. i don't deserve anything.
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
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calssilva

calssilva

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Dec 16, 2020
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If you want to die, the only way is ctb…unobody deserve starving
 
MoonlitNight

MoonlitNight

bad at putting emotions into words
Feb 14, 2023
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i'm hungry. i want food. i miss the joy that lit up my face when i ate something that tasted good. but i don't deserve happiness or satisfaction, so i won't. i'll keep starving myself to the bone because i don't deserve to be happy. i don't deserve it. i don't deserve anything.
Can you talk about why you don't deserve it?
If it really is that bad.. maybe you can keep this up for a while and then stop. I can tell you genuinely feel bad and with how much we know of the situation, that is enough right now. Honestly the worst kind of people are people who don't admit they're wrong

So.. wanna talk?
 
emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
126
Can you talk about why you don't deserve it?
If it really is that bad.. maybe you can keep this up for a while and then stop. I can tell you genuinely feel bad and with how much we know of the situation, that is enough right now. Honestly the worst kind of people are people who don't admit they're wrong

So.. wanna talk?
i just feel like there's no point in living anymore. none of my friendships have ever lasted long because i'm not a likeable person to begin with. i'm annoying. i wish i was a person people wanted to be friends with for more than like three months
 
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MoonlitNight

MoonlitNight

bad at putting emotions into words
Feb 14, 2023
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i just feel like there's no point in living anymore. none of my friendships have ever lasted long because i'm not a likeable person to begin with. i'm annoying. i wish i was a person people wanted to be friends with for more than like three months
Hey hey.. there's no reason to starve yourself over that really.

Im sorry your situation made you doubt yourself like that, I've gone through the same so would you like to talk through DMs?
It's not your fault people may not be able to match upto your energy.
 
emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
126
Hey hey.. there's no reason to starve yourself over that really.

Im sorry your situation made you doubt yourself like that, I've gone through the same so would you like to talk through DMs?
It's not your fault people may not be able to match upto your energy.
it's fine, i'm used to feeling hungry. i have an ED

but man i would really kill for some nachos right now
 
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MoonlitNight

MoonlitNight

bad at putting emotions into words
Feb 14, 2023
112
it's fine, i'm used to feeling hungry. i have an ED

but man i would really kill for some nachos right now
I just don't think it's worth it.. but if you insist then..

If you don't mind though, can we talk in dms? I've been struggling with loneliness too. If you're not comfy with that it's totally fine

Hope things get better for ya
 
man_in_red:)

man_in_red:)

Wandering with no destination
Mar 27, 2023
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Screw people foods better. Seriously
 

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