Venting I'm growing tired

[KattinKai!]

I am growing tired. I've given up. I swear it feels like everyone's mad at me, I'm making things worse. I never felt alone like this in a while, yet I have a girlfriend, and I'm starting to think she's mad at me. Maybe I've been doing something wrong. Her family must've never liked me to begin with. Maybe it's time to go. To say goodbye to the world, because clearly I can't handle it and the world can't handle me. It's time to start planning my suicide.

If anybody has any tips or tricks or suggestions, just DM me.