Venting im gonna fucking end it all soon.

[sorrowed_ender]

Im going to ctb soon. I dont know how, but I will try everything I can. I cannot afford SN or any of the drug methods from the PPH, I cannot do the exit bag because of the same reason, but I will try everything and anything I can. I can probably try hanging, but I doubt shoelaces will be good enough. I dont want to ask for methods from anyone, but just know I am going to die soon, and when that day comes I'll make sure every one of you guys know, because I shouldnt have lived to 20. Ive tried killing myself since I was 12 years old and I never wanted to be 20 years old. I never wantes to live this long.

 

[missingpeace]

I'm sure you have tried everything you can to improve your condition, I'm sorry it's come to this, but I hope you have a quick and if possible peaceful exit from this horrid world.

 

[Asphyxiater]

Im going to ctb soon. I dont know how, but I will try everything I can. I cannot afford SN or any of the drug methods from the PPH, I cannot do the exit bag because of the same reason, but I will try everything and anything I can. I can probably try hanging, but I doubt shoelaces will be good enough. I dont want to ask for methods from anyone, but just know I am going to die soon, and when that day comes I'll make sure every one of you guys know, because I shouldnt have lived to 20. Ive tried killing myself since I was 12 years old and I never wanted to be 20 years old. I never wantes to live this long.

I should've killed myself when I was 13 or right before I turned 18. Parents never did anything to help me with my mental health, I would really love to shoot myself in front of them just to make them realize they wasted their lifetime raising a failure. Idgaf at this point

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I certainly know that I should had left this cruel world at an much earlier date. Continuing to exist just leads to more suffering. I view it as being very unfortunate how it's this difficult to die and how it involves complications and risks but anyway I hope that you achieve the freedom that you are searching for.

 

[Gaga786]

Im so sorry that life has brought you to this point. I understand how hurt and enervated you are due to the cruelty of this life. I really do, and I wish there was some magic solution to all of our problems, but quite honestly I haven't found it myself. Wishing you the best! Take care of yourself.