this is just a dump of everything thats happened to me, believe me or not, i dont care ill be dead soon anyways. I was abused from ages 0-14ish. By my bio mom for 11 years and my bio dad for 2. He, my dad, shot himself while trying to murder my stepmom.
She survived, i survived, but nothing was ever the same, my stepmom wasnt abusive, but she just, could be mean. I just moved out and- the new house im in, living with my boyfriend. They're nice, but i can tell they dont care to understand my mental wellbeing. Im breaking, im at my limit, i finally made an account here because, i have nothing to live for. Nobody will ever care enough about me. I lost all my friends after highschool. I just graduated a few days ago. None of them care about me anymore. My boyfriend is amazing, but he just- wont get it. They keep pushing me to do more more more, and i cant, i just, dont care anymore. Im useless and will never be able to do anything worthwhile. So my question is, how can i catch my bus/what should i do, i just want to rest.
She survived, i survived, but nothing was ever the same, my stepmom wasnt abusive, but she just, could be mean. I just moved out and- the new house im in, living with my boyfriend. They're nice, but i can tell they dont care to understand my mental wellbeing. Im breaking, im at my limit, i finally made an account here because, i have nothing to live for. Nobody will ever care enough about me. I lost all my friends after highschool. I just graduated a few days ago. None of them care about me anymore. My boyfriend is amazing, but he just- wont get it. They keep pushing me to do more more more, and i cant, i just, dont care anymore. Im useless and will never be able to do anything worthwhile. So my question is, how can i catch my bus/what should i do, i just want to rest.
