Help I'm going to the train tracks soon.

[assisted]

I want someone to stop me. I've been 5150'd twice and I refuse to let it happen a third time. I'm not taking any risks by contacting a suicide hotline.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

What means 5150'd? Sorry my ignorance.
What happened? My PM is open.

 

[Ash]

There's not a lot anyone here can actually do to stop you of you're determined but I'll remind you that if you go ahead, you'll likely change the course of at least one person's life - and I don't mean yours. I wouldn't be on this site if I thought that people shouldn't take their own lives but I do think they should leave others out of it. Using train tracks and roads necessarily involves other people in the act of taking of our lives and that's neither fair nor right.

So don't call a helpline - or at least don't call one where you can't remain anonymous.

But do stay at home.

Do stay online and keep chatting to us all.

Do stay away from the train tracks.

Do listen to yourself and the first line of your post.

What means 5150'd? Sorry my ignorance.
What happened? My PM is open.

Involuntary admission

 

[ruby09]

if ur looking for any reason to not do it then please consider the risk of it going wrong and the extreme amount of pain this method causes. Just take it day by day, u may start to feel better

 

[Ash]

Respectfully, I don't give a fuck.

Then don't ask for help!

 

[sisyphean-nightmare]

If you've been involuntarily admitted, I guess that you've encountered or risk encountering at least one of the absolute sadists that tends to work in many psych wards. People who gets their highs from exorting power over suffering people, because they're too weak to be able to exort power from people who are able to push back. Don't give them the satisfaction of "treating" you. You are worth more than that.

 

[assisted]

If you've been involuntarily admitted, I guess that you've encountered or risk encountering at least one of the absolute sadists that tends to work in many psych wards. People who gets their highs from exorting power over suffering people, because they're too weak to be able to exort power from people who are able to push back. Don't give them the satisfaction of "treating" you. You are worth more than that.

Yeah. That's what I'm trying to avoid.

 

[sisyphean-nightmare]

Yeah. That's what I'm trying to avoid.

Proud of you for asking for help here. Do you have any favorite distractions or something like that?

 

[assisted]

Do you have any favorite distractions or something like that?

I do. I'm done distracting myself, though. It's pathetic.

 

[sisyphean-nightmare]

I do. I'm done distracting myself, though. It's pathetic.

I understand that feeling for sure and I'm sorry to hear. What do you think would help you right now? I know that's a tough question to answer, but we wouldn't want you involuntarily admitted.

 

[unusally alive]

Okay, schizo.

bruh

 

[assisted]

What do you think would help you right now?

I can't say.

bruh

I wasn't talking to you.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

@assisted all @Ash was trying to do was help by making a point about how using train tracks or roads involves the consequence of other people and how unfair it is, that I honestly agree with but as much you disagreed, there was no reason to be rude at all.