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Albertvincent

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Jul 13, 2026
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I'm alone, everyone hates me, even on this site, people ended up insulting me. I deserve to die; I'm 19 years old and I've messed everything up. No girl wants me. Tonight, I'm going to lie down on the train tracks and kill myself.
 
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Jul 29, 2022
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No one deserves to die
 
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Q-Q

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Dec 2, 2023
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At 19 you really have the time to rebuild your life regardless of your past up to this point. I'm not trying to invalidate your experience, but I would really recommend waiting a few more years to make that final decision if it's not too painful.
 
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novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
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At 19 you really have the time to rebuild your life regardless of your past up to this point. I'm not trying to invalidate your experience, but I would really recommend waiting a few more years to make that final decision if it's not too painful.
If you're ready to kill yourself, then it's too painful.
 
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Canto XIII

Bottom of the barrel
Jul 4, 2026
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I'm alone, everyone hates me, even on this site, people ended up insulting me. I deserve to die; I'm 19 years old and I've messed everything up. No girl wants me. Tonight, I'm going to lie down on the train tracks and kill myself.
I don't hate you. We're just strangers but I think I can relate to some of the stuff you said on your other thread. Maybe some people sounded a bit harsh there (maybe I did as well), but I believe they didn't intend to insult you, I surely didn't. Also I agree with what Q-Q said, you're still very young, basically a kid, and you seem like you're going through a very distressing period: give yourself some more time.
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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You don't deserve to die, especially over people treating you badly. You're still so young, and there's always time to improve your life. I'm so sorry that people hate you or have treated you badly. If you need someone to talk to feel free to reach out to me. ❤️
 
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