Im going to cbt in a couple hours through partial hanging, anything im missing?

[nebble]

I'm using a slipknot. The rope is .75in thick, I might wrap a sock around it for comfort. I have the noose about 3ft off the ground hanging from a rail in my closet(I think it'll hold). I would be found for at least 12+ hours. I'm starting to freak out, I'm going to drink a bit which will calm me a bit hopefully. Are there any other ways to calm me down/make it easier. I'm so scared but I have no other choice.
can please someone just say something? I'm freaking out
fuck I'm freaking out so much

 

[danny10]

Hey, I am here for you! Do you wanna talk? In my opinion, alcohol is a good choice for calming the nerves. Do you maybe have access to benzos? That's even better.

 

[Johnzaga23]

how did it go

 

[dexdbxtchthewxtch]

I see you are still here, I am so sorry this didn't get the attention it needed at the time! I'm glad you're still here, and remember you are not obligated to commit and we are all still here when someone chooses to stay!

 

[maniac116]