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Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
204
Next week I will be going with SN.

All devices cleaned out and encrypted. Last time I was at my house I sorted out my room.

Just need to close down some of my accounts. Not leaving goodbye notes, maybe except for one.

Today I will decide on my outfit. Planning to take SN next week at nighttime, when my stepdad will be asleep and my doors will be locked for the night.

Any last minute advice? I might be missing something. I'm not sure.

I will most likely post a goodbye thread, but then again, it might be too hard for me to do it.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,384
however you decide I wish you the best ❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
I hope you find peace.
 
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injuredbongos

injuredbongos

Shesquatch
May 26, 2025
19
Have you finalized every step of the SN method? Are there any assets you possess? I respect your decision and commend you for your bravery, although I am sorry for the pain you've experienced. It's important that you find your way without pain. I wish you a peaceful journey. 🫂
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,164
If you have already researched thoroughly how to use SN, I have no advice to offer you. I just wish you well.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,186
I wish you the best in plans, I hope that you find the relief you search for.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
800
Good luck on your final journey. But if you start vomiting and your stepfather hears it, the plan may fall through.
 
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Keef Girgo

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Apr 21, 2025
26
Do you have the means to take it in a hotel room? It seems kinda rough for your family to find you
 
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Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
204
Good luck on your final journey. But if you start vomiting and your stepfather hears it, the plan may fall through.
My stepdad is a heavy sleeper. It's very hard to wake him up. Besides, I much rather doing it impulsively to lessen SI. I just need to do it when it feels right, and booking a hotel would need to happen in advance. Thank you for brining that to my attention though.
Do you have the means to take it in a hotel room? It seems kinda rough for your family to find you
Me and my family do not get along. They even suggested I should kill myself. They are planning on selling the house soon anyways. They will probably move out soon and have a kid.
Have you finalized every step of the SN method? Are there any assets you possess? I respect your decision and commend you for your bravery, although I am sorry for the pain you've experienced. It's important that you find your way without pain. I wish you a peaceful journey. 🫂
Yes, I have finalised every step of the method, and I sold all my valuables some time ago. Thank you so much. It truly means a lot to me :)
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
Do as much of what you like to do. Eat what you like. See places you would like to see. I hope you can enjoy something in the last week. I hope you can find time for yourself before you go. Wishing you all the best and sending love your way, whatever may happen.
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,203
[terminal] Are you sure you want to run self-destruct.exe?
[user] maybe
[terminal] You can always close the program. Run it once and no matter how much you want your PC back, the CPU will not function again?

[system] if user says yes, spin HDD until it breaks and overvolt CPU
[system] if user says no, allow them the opportunity to run another program

You, the user can choose, but once the enter key is hit, it is hit.
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
Next week I will be going with SN.

All devices cleaned out and encrypted. Last time I was at my house I sorted out my room.

Just need to close down some of my accounts. Not leaving goodbye notes, maybe except for one.

Today I will decide on my outfit. Planning to take SN next week at nighttime, when my stepdad will be asleep and my doors will be locked for the night.

Any last minute advice? I might be missing something. I'm not sure.

I will most likely post a goodbye thread, but then again, it might be too hard for me to do it.
I can't stop you from going but I will say if you're living with your stepdad you're pretty young.
I know you've heard it all before the things get better and well yeah actually they do, but I know they also can get worse as my own life is kind of fluctuated back and forth and an up and down.

My advice would be live the rest of your time with confidence and be good to yourself. You deserve to know that you are the most precious gift someone could ask for, even if they don't appreciate you at all. You're a little god or goddess, and I hope you found Faith or something that you can turn to, because once those si's kick in you're going to probably be terrified.
I hate being so close to death and not until the last moment does my body scream no as loud as it can. But I know with stuff like SN once you start it's too late to go back. So just make sure you're absolutely sure before you do it.
 

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