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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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Please, I plan on filming a video of myself on camera. I feel like I'm going to go insane and harm myself.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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If you feel like causing harm to urself, consider taking a step back to centre yourself and catch a breath. Regardless of whether you end up boarding the one way bus or not, calmness can be helpful.

We can't suggest methods, since that can be seen as "assisting directly with CTB". Tho we can give tips on filming and similar.

Side note: cool, u joined the same day as me!
 
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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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If you feel like causing harm to urself, consider taking a step back to centre yourself and catch a breath. Regardless of whether you end up boarding the one way bus or not, calmness can be helpful.

We can't suggest methods, since that can be seen as "assisting directly with CTB". Tho we can give tips on filming and similar.

Side note: cool, u joined the same day as me!
What you mean you can't suggest methods? Everyone has been telling me of ways to die.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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What you mean you can't suggest methods? Everyone has been telling me of ways to die.
I can't suggest methods when given the open ended "I need a peaceful way" question (can result in post locks, warnings... and real world risks)... but the CTB discussion forum is filled with method talk.

If the question was "favourite method(s) and why", then I can answer for myself... but my top methods might or might not be suited for u.... plus I did not do adequate testing.
 
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WantingOut2

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Feb 10, 2024
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What you mean you can't suggest methods? Everyone has been telling me of ways to die.
Yeah, I don't understand either.

It's like we can say we want to die, but we also can't say we want to die - or such a contradictory message, of sorts.
We can only be told methods to not use?
Lots of people are talking about methods they will use - ?!?
 
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Apr 10, 2025
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Yeah, I don't understand either.

It's like we can say we want to die, but we also can't say we want to die - or such a contradictory message, of sorts.
We can only be told methods to not use?
Lots of people are talking about methods they will use - ?!?
Strangely, this forum seems to allow talk about specific methods... but suggesting which method when there isn't even a list to work with means that whoever suggested the method may have had direct influence, which seems to be against the rules.
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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If you feel like causing harm to urself, consider taking a step back to centre yourself and catch a breath. Regardless of whether you end up boarding the one way bus or not, calmness can be helpful.

We can't suggest methods, since that can be seen as "assisting directly with CTB". Tho we can give tips on filming and similar.

Side note: cool, u joined the same day as me!
Excellent advice
 
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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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Yeah, I don't understand either.

It's like we can say we want to die, but we also can't say we want to die - or such a contradictory message, of sorts.
We can only be told methods to not use?
Lots of people are talking about methods they will use - ?!?
The reason I still exist on this forum and am still alive is because all their other methods are painful, and passing out via nitrogen is like my soul is glued to my body and unable to pass out. The intense uncomfortable sensation almost like pain and air hunger suffocation via nitrogen makes it not a viable method. I've tried removing all co2 build up etc etc etc and even breathing directly from the hose etc even with an exit bag, still it's a highly unpleasant way to even reach unconsciousness.
 
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blueskies3

doing whatever
Jan 8, 2026
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Super relatable title. I read about a Swedish company that did physician assisted suicide for 15,000 dollars. I had hope for 2 minutes. I would do anything for that money that would ensure me a peaceful death. You could even die with a loved one beside you. Turns out the company has scammed lots of people out of thousands of dollars. If something is too good to be true....
 
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SadCryingBunny

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Apr 10, 2025
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Super relatable title. I read about a Swedish company that did physician assisted suicide for 15,000 dollars. I had hope for 2 minutes. I would do anything for that money that would ensure me a peaceful death. You could even die with a loved one beside you. Turns out the company has scammed lots of people out of thousands of dollars. If something is too good to be true....
Even if assisted suicide was an option for me, I would decline. Reason is I've heard them secretly organ harvesting young individuals and as you all know by NOW, I am terrified of being cut open and having my organs donated to someone else for money and against my WILL.
 
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Eriktf

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Jun 1, 2023
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if you need methods then do research hare:
take a look in here for what not to do:
for anyone regarding suggesting methods:
Encourage acts, ask for encouragement, or help anyone commit any acts.
Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide and self harm; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.
 
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