I’m done

[goodbye_._]

I've been gone for half a year. Im in the psych ward which I don't want. I've been "doing well" so I can leave to kill myself but they aren't letting me go. In this time my mom died. So now I have to suffer more. I don't want to. It should me MY choice. I keep trying to think of ways to end it here so if u have any suggestions please let me know. But Im just done. Im so done with life. Im exhausted. I can't move forward anymore. I know im going to die. But I can't let anyone else know and that just makes me feel lonely. I don't want to fight anymore. Please understand me.

 

[honestmind]

Hi, I don't have any ideas for how you can end it while in the hospital but just know there's someone out there who understands what you're going through and supports your decision. It's alright to be done fighting and to want to just stop moving forward. I'm right there with you.

 

[goodbye_._]

Hi, I don't have any ideas for how you can end it while in the hospital but just know there's someone out there who understands what you're going through and supports your decision. It's alright to be done fighting and to want to just stop moving forward. I'm right there with you.

Thank you, that means a lot

 

[thebelljarrr]

I am in a similar position and understand how fucked up it feels. Virtual hug

 

[fleetingnight]

I'm so sorry. They shouldn't be allowed to keep you there against your will. I wish I had a suggestion for you, but getting caught would likely mean being stuck there even longer, so it'd have to be really quick and reliable. The only thing I could think is jumping since it takes no resources, but they must guard roof access there heavily. I hope you're let out soon