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oofuf

oofuf

hope is the seed of despair
Feb 13, 2023
56
This is the only note I left behind. The main reason behind it is to let the forum know.

There are some posts I made that could be used by some close friends to identify me so I want to write something in case that happens.
I don't know which one of you found this. Please keep the existence of this account to yourself.
In my posts that mention people from my life, I've been overly critical. In some cases I've learnt that I was completely wrong.
I didn't want to delete or edit any posts. I have had diaries like this before, and every single time, I destroyed it.
So I let everything be the way it was when written.
I want you to know that I don't blame anyone for anything.
I just blame myself for not doing this sooner

Now as to how I did it...
I don't know.
Cause as of writing this note I haven't died yet...

I am going for a full suspension hanging so that is probably how it happened.
I did buy half a gallon of alcohol in case I couldn't go through with the hanging.
So there is a possibility that I burnt myself, but lets be real that probably didn't happen.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
Is this a goodbye post?
 
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AlTheObviousAlien

AlTheObviousAlien

Planner
Jun 20, 2023
595
I hope you find your peace in any way ❤️❤️

I definitely can relate to not being able to express myself guilty and turn it into blame.
Is this a goodbye post?
I believe so
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Yes. It's a delayed ctb post, evidently.

I hope you've found and rest in your peace @oofuf.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
hoping you find relief no matter what.
 
Fresh Soju

Fresh Soju

~🍻자살처럼🍶~
Oct 11, 2020
453
So many people going away today. If there's an afterlife I hope everyone who went away today can meet up and be happy. ❤️🥺
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
621
Rest in peace.
 
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