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bluville

bluville

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Nov 30, 2022
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I just feel like my life consistently gets worse and worse to the point that theirs no climbing out of it. It's just always something new and it's constant, I'm not even a spiritual person but with how unlucky I am I just feel like I had to be someone terrible in a past life. Or maybe I did something bad enough in this one to justify this idk. But I really don't have anything to live for anymore, I'm considering getting a job just so I can buy the supplies Id need to have a peaceful send off.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must be dreadful what you are going through, existence certainly is too cruel, it's cruel how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own. But anyway best wishes.
 
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Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
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I know the feeling. It seems like the hole just gets deeper and deeper, and there's no rope or ladder long enough to climb out. For me, it gets worse, day after day, and I find myself falling deeper. My time is coming, and I can't wait until the Grim Reaper makes his appearance.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Am so sorry you are feeling this way. I certainly do understand you. I also wonder, if after lifes do exists, how terrible of a person would I have been in the previous one to deserve this one?. Funny enough, with the amount of my misfortunes even others can't help but wonder if am cursed or something.
 
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