I'm blaming society and the government for my death

[Lost Magic]

Since I am no longer seen as a worthy contributing being by the society that the government has created, I see no other reason than to blame them for my death by suicide. They are going to cut my benefits and using their language: 'I am taking the mickey.' with my illnesses.

So if I am seen as a burden by them and others, then I don't want to be a part of this charade any longer. They only want slaves for their system. They see people as just another cog in the wheel that keeps turning - to line their pockets.

I'm done being made a scapegoat, just because I happen to exist.

Therefore, I ask God to see my eventual suicide as being caused by a system that was set-up to kill me. They gave me no alternative but that's okay. I won't miss a thing!

 

[Manfrotto99]

I blame society Too - the system we live in is incredibly corrupted and simply favours some and not others. I've never been able to understand or play the game.

 

[kagebunshin]

Your feelings are valid and intensely sympathetic. Those who comprise, uphold, and benefit from the system perpetuate the insidious falsehood that we are defined by what we can do for them. You are so much more than what you can contribute to society.