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KiraX
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- Oct 20, 2023
- 59
I can't sleep well due to physical health and mental health issues so I get that's why I'm tired since I only get 4-6 hours of sleep.
This coupled with severe depression makes it impossible to do anything
Barely can watch videos for fun. Can't watch movies or anime. Can't read books. Can't play videogames. I'm stuck to laying in bed and staring at the walls.
Anytime I try to enjoy a media or hobby or action I just lose interest after 30 minutes and get irritated, agitated, and restless.
Then I lay in bed and get really restless and agitated because I wish I could do something.
Can't get myself to do responsible things either like cleaning, or self hygiene because I don't have the willpower or energy to get up and do anything.
The only thing I can get my body to do is to go outside. That's the only enjoyable thing I can make myself do is to go grab food with my food stamps. But I don't have any money so that's all I can do. I'd be much happier if i were able to enjoy things outside like getting coffee, or going fishing, or going to events. But I simply cannot afford to or physically cannot because of physical disability.
I'm tired... I think I'm gonna go try to fall back asleep for another 30 min
This coupled with severe depression makes it impossible to do anything
Barely can watch videos for fun. Can't watch movies or anime. Can't read books. Can't play videogames. I'm stuck to laying in bed and staring at the walls.
Anytime I try to enjoy a media or hobby or action I just lose interest after 30 minutes and get irritated, agitated, and restless.
Then I lay in bed and get really restless and agitated because I wish I could do something.
Can't get myself to do responsible things either like cleaning, or self hygiene because I don't have the willpower or energy to get up and do anything.
The only thing I can get my body to do is to go outside. That's the only enjoyable thing I can make myself do is to go grab food with my food stamps. But I don't have any money so that's all I can do. I'd be much happier if i were able to enjoy things outside like getting coffee, or going fishing, or going to events. But I simply cannot afford to or physically cannot because of physical disability.
I'm tired... I think I'm gonna go try to fall back asleep for another 30 min