I'm gay in a country that not safe for being different my family know about my sexuality in grade 7 (middle school) and my family make me go to psychiatrist to cure me so I'm just acting normal play and watching sport have girlfriends like "normal teenager" Until college in the final year college my mother have lymphoma cancer and dies 4 month after diagnosis. So now I dont see future for me I don't care anymore and just want to end it. I just want to die and end this live because I know even if I continue on living I can't be happy. I all ready have SN and drug for ctb wish me luck.
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