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starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
576
"This item is sold and shipped to schools and businesses only. Not available to individuals or residential addresses."

^^^^^
THIS IS THE BULLSHIT I SEE EVERY MUTHAFUCKING TIME I FIND A NEW WEBSITE FOR SN AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO THROW MY GODDAMN PHONE ACROSS MY ROOM.

WHY DID I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL NOW TO FIND OUT WHAT SN IS…WHY DID I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL I REACHED A PERIOD IN MY LIFE WHERE I HAVE NO DAMN MONEY TO KNOW WHAT SN IS…AND WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THERE WAS A DAMN RESTRICTION ON IT TO EVEN OBTAIN ANY OF THIS SHIT.

EVERY GODDAMN TIME I MAKE SOME SORT OF PROGRESS IN MY SHITTY LIFE ITS ALWAYS SOME BULLSHIT THAT HOLDS ME BACK WHETHER IT BE GAINING EMPLOYMENT SO I WONT BE A BROKE ASS BITCH, OR FINDING SOME DAMN SALT THAT WILL RIGHTFULLY KILL ME.

I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT SOME OF THIS SHIT YEARS AGO WHEN I HAD A FULL TIME JOB AND THE GOVERNMENT WASNT PUTTING A SOFT BAN ON COMMERCIAL PURCHASE FOR SN.

THESE CUNTS IN OFFICE CAN PUT BANS ON SOME DAMN CURING SALT BUT THEY REFUSE TO PUT BANS ON ALL OF THESE FUCKING GUNS THAT THESE PSYCHOPATHS PURCHASE TO CAUSE MAYHEM IN PUBLIC.

YOU CAN BUY A FUCKING SHOTGUN IN A RANDOM FUCKING WALMART IN A BUM FUCK SOUTHERN STATE BUT YOU CANT BUY ANY "NIGHT NIGHT SALT" ON THE INTERNET EVEN IF ITS FUCKING LEGAL. WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE. MY LIFE BLOWS DONKEY DICK. 🤬🤬🤬

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Carrot

Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
515
Not available to individuals I can understand.

Not available to residential addresses is more worrying.

It might not be as simple as setting up a fake company, because you'd still need a believable address.
 
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ChinUp

Member
Jul 6, 2025
59
I hate that this happened to you. What's your next plan? That's why I'm forced to go with another method because sn has been difficult to obtain.
 
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starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
576
Not available to individuals I can understand.

Not available to residential addresses is more worrying.

It might not be as simple as setting up a fake company, because you'd still need a believable address.
and thats why I crashed out. I wonder if I could send it to an ups store close to my house since thats a "business address" but its not MY business address so it will probably get flagged. My anxiety can't handle this lol
I hate that this happened to you. What's your next plan? That's why I'm forced to go with another method because sn has been difficult to obtain.
probably try to get all the items I can to make SN my damn self. They have youtube vids on how to make it at home so thats the route I will probably go
 
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easyb123

Member
Mar 26, 2025
45
"This item is sold and shipped to schools and businesses only. Not available to individuals or residential addresses."

^^^^^
THIS IS THE BULLSHIT I SEE EVERY MUTHAFUCKING TIME I FIND A NEW WEBSITE FOR SN AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO THROW MY GODDAMN PHONE ACROSS MY ROOM.

WHY DID I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL NOW TO FIND OUT WHAT SN IS…WHY DID I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL I REACHED A PERIOD IN MY LIFE WHERE I HAVE NO DAMN MONEY TO KNOW WHAT SN IS…AND WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THERE WAS A DAMN RESTRICTION ON IT TO EVEN OBTAIN ANY OF THIS SHIT.

EVERY GODDAMN TIME I MAKE SOME SORT OF PROGRESS IN MY SHITTY LIFE ITS ALWAYS SOME BULLSHIT THAT HOLDS ME BACK WHETHER IT BE GAINING EMPLOYMENT SO I WONT BE A BROKE ASS BITCH, OR FINDING SOME DAMN SALT THAT WILL RIGHTFULLY KILL ME.

I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT SOME OF THIS SHIT YEARS AGO WHEN I HAD A FULL TIME JOB AND THE GOVERNMENT WASNT PUTTING A SOFT BAN ON COMMERCIAL PURCHASE FOR SN.

THESE CUNTS IN OFFICE CAN PUT BANS ON SOME DAMN CURING SALT BUT THEY REFUSE TO PUT BANS ON ALL OF THESE FUCKING GUNS THAT THESE PSYCHOPATHS PURCHASE TO CAUSE MAYHEM IN PUBLIC.

YOU CAN BUY A FUCKING SHOTGUN IN A RANDOM FUCKING WALMART IN A BUM FUCK SOUTHERN STATE BUT YOU CANT BUY ANY "NIGHT NIGHT SALT" ON THE INTERNET EVEN IF ITS FUCKING LEGAL. WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE. MY LIFE BLOWS DONKEY DICK. 🤬🤬🤬

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🙌 Thank you You legit just described my month. My sit is an inevitability so while of course I'd prefer to find a way to obtain an injectable overdose P or H, but I've no clue where to get those & bc I haven't been able to get my hand on some SN, my only fallback is the less pleasant hotel room & Glock to the temple 🤷‍♀️. Does anyone know if home defense rounds are more likely to do the job than regular fmj's at close range?
 
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AuraByte

AuraByte

If I'm lost, please don't find me.
Jun 24, 2025
123
Would a PO Box get flagged? I was thinking about this the other day.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Yes bc it didn't match my address on card
I'm not sure I follow, ppl have billing address mismatches all the time it doesn't get them flagged
 
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easyb123

Member
Mar 26, 2025
45
I'm not sure I follow, ppl have billing address mismatches all the time it doesn't get them flagged
Can only speak to my experience w my purchase -was to my PO box. It is a business address (my PO box) & wasn't being purchased on a business card, but a personal card that didn't match the purchaser billing address. That combination of factors was a fail for me.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

Enlightened
Oct 12, 2024
1,220
To schools? Why the hell would they deliver to schools? do they have some homemade deli meats at the cafeteria that they need to produce en masse or smth?
 
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starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
576
To schools? Why the hell would they deliver to schools? do they have some homemade deli meats at the cafeteria that they need to produce en masse or smth?
maybe I should go undercover at a random college lab and snag some SN there…because I second this lmaooo. Why WOULD they ship this to a school but not an individual. Oh thats right, the sites that sell the shit doesnt want to be held liable for whatever use the SN is being bought for🙄
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
296
There has to be a way to get this, what about pink salts?
 
Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,011
To schools? Why the hell would they deliver to schools? do they have some homemade deli meats at the cafeteria that they need to produce en masse or smth?
maybe I should go undercover at a random college lab and snag some SN there…because I second this lmaooo. Why WOULD they ship this to a school but not an individual. Oh thats right, the sites that sell the shit doesnt want to be held liable for whatever use the SN is being bought for🙄
First, extremely chain crash out. Exactly how I feel.

Second, I'm pretty sure I worked with SN when I was in college lab in my biochem class and don't remember. I think it was used as some sort of reagent. I was thinking of trying to find that experiment.
 
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