Venting I'm a coward.

[TheStrawberriest]

I couldn't do it. I thought some liquid courage might help, but all it lead to was calling a friend to come over.

I'm going to wake up tomorrow ashamed. I dwon't remember any of it, but I'll be ashamed.

I've done it before. I stabbed my own throat with a pen in front of a therapist

But I just can't do it and I don't know why. I know I'm just ranting but I can't help but do anything else. I'm so tired of everything. I just wish I had a second chance. A fourth chance, really. Maybe it's the fifth. I don't know. I'm tired of being a failure.

 

[usernamesarehard]

Don't feel too bad. A lot of us here are too. I wouldn't be writing this if I wasn't.
Also I don't think you're a coward. At least you tried, I'm too scared to even try.