I'm a bad person if I try

[Jamesun]

If I try to end my life once and for all, I am a bad person, a coward or useless for not wanting to live anymore, I just want to end it, maybe that way I will feel a little peace.
Maybe that way I feel free, maybe that way I'll stop feeling like I'm just a burden, maybe that way I'll stop feeling like I hurt everyone who knows me. Perhaps I am a coward, my mind does not stop telling me that it is the best, that it is the only way to feel peace and that everything ends or that it is the way out for my problems.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

People who finally decide to CTB to end their personal often endless agony and suffering they had to endure for a long time are certainly neither cowards nor bad persons. These people are so courageous! I hope you find peace and the right way for your personal wellbeing! I wish you all the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

The reality is that wanting suicide could never be "bad", it would be absurd to suggest such a thing as none of us are obligated to continue existing here, and anyway death will happen eventually no matter what, it's all that we are destined for, existing is just waiting around to die, so how could it be a bad thing. I see suicide as being self care as it's the way for one to take control over their inevitable fate and prevent all unnecessary problems and suffering.

But to me true peace can only exist in the ideal state of nonexistence, I don't believe there could ever be any peace in this harmful and chaotic world filled with endless potential for suffering, existing here truly is so dreadful.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Committing suicide to me is one of the bravest thing that anyone can do, so I would rather say it is the opposite of "cowardice" and also wanting to commit suicide doesn't equate to you being a bad person but mostly probably you maybe be tired with those that will go out their way to prove to others how much of a "bad person" you are.

Living and existing is not for everyone and some people end up up killing themselves because they would rather be dead than seeing life for what it is and that is the reason why suicide is the top cause of death for people under 30.Some of the most accomplished people have committed suicide with whom the society who deem as "useful" for instance Kate Spade who had build a huge empire with multi millions but she still didn't find the joy in living and chose death instead.

Never put yourself down and please don't accept anyone calling you a bad person because some people will have to call you a bad person for them to justify why they will be doing what they will be doing towards you.