Throughout my school I was bullied for being effeminate constantly. It had stopped in between, then it started again at office where I was told while playing badminton that I was playing like girls. Recently a roommate and I had an argument. After which he purposely talked in the feminine tone I talk , to make me feel bad. I used to consider this guy my brother and this is what he did. I am extremely hurt due to this. I am having this sunken heart feeling. I hate myself for being this way.
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Spite
I wish I never existed.
- Aug 20, 2025
- 694
I'm sorry to hear people have been cruel to you like that. A lot of people fucking suck. No-one should ever be made to feel like they have to hate themselves just for who they are.
I was bullied constantly throughout my entire childhood and adolescence... while it was mostly because I'm autistic, I was partly also picked on for being "effeminate" too.
Your roommate sounds like a jerk. I know it's easier said than done but try to not give him the time of day. If he really wants to see you hurt and miserable, tell him to get fucked. Do not give him the satisfaction of seeing you obliterated. Do not let him farm negative energy from you. Try to keep your mind distracted or focused on something else that isn't going to let your mind spiral into a vortex of negative thinking. I struggle a lot with this myself and I know how difficult it can be. Do you have any creative hobbies? Usually I try to channel my negative energy into creating something if I can and I've found that to be a coping mechanism I like to use.
Also, IMO I think you should try to find ways to accept yourself and embrace your authentic self. It's something I struggled with for a long time but as I became an adult being a feminine guy is something I have mostly embraced about myself. I hope you will be able to find that bit of self-love too!Last edited:
Bootleg Astolfo
Glorious Bean Plushie
- Oct 12, 2020
- 1,239
People have been harassing me with gay/trans stuff for over a decade because im cute, being feminine in anyway sucks balls.
Now that im going through himbo renaissance they dont as much since i have murder-shoulders, but still.Similar threads
