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leavingsoon99
I'm at peace... Finally.
- Mar 16, 2023
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I'll be pulling the trigger next weekend. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy that my method will work. My gun is powerful enough and the bullet alone will sever my brain stem. I'm ready. I'm sad because of this experience. I'm happy because I know it will be over. I'm not sure about non-existence. A part of me wants a better existence. But I'll take non-existence if a better one can't be had. I'm no longer scared of failing. Honestly, I'm calm. I'm ready. I'll be on and off until then. I'm so thankful for the few people I did get to talk to on here and make a connection with. Please keep this site going.