If you're reading this, I just drank my first SN solution

[Anon_Guy]

Title.

I got in a hotel, took a shower, sent scheculed mesages for the people I love on Monday.
The moment I publish this, I drank my first SN solution.
I didn't eat for the whole day.
I don't have any supplementary drugs whatsoever, no meto or benzo.
I tried but it's too hard and long to wait compared to SN.
The moment I got my SN I've wanted to do it, I'm too weak and impatient, I couldn't wait any longer.
I've heard a lot of people have succeeded with only SN, I have to be one of them.
If I have to, I'll throw up a dozen times and make enough SN drinks until I have no grams left.
I need to be long gone by Sunday.
I'll try to update about me feeling dizzy, throwing up, making a second SN solution or laying down.
Taste disgusting
ready to thow up
I have a vomt bag
two more SN drinks are already prepared just in case
now we wait
in 10 minutes I should be unconcious
*12
I don't feel throwing up

 

[CatLvr]

Please remember there is no shame if you change your mind. I do hope you find the peace you are striving for. Know we are all here for you and want you to be comfortable. My heart goes with you.

 

[Anon_Guy]

i think my head is getting hot tho, might be stress
oh, i feel like i'll throw up
i'm burping

 

[rozeske]

I hope it's a well thought out decision. Peace be on your journey.

 

[Kalista]

leave well

 

[Anon_Guy]

nothing happening, no throwing up or unconscious, should i drink one more?

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I hope you are in peace, wherever you are, sending love to where you find yourself.

 

[Forveleth]

One hour since last post. Hopefully you found your peace.

 

[whywere]

I 1005 agree with others here, put everything down the rain and get a good night rest.

CTB is one and done, no do overs ever.

I am 100% pro-choice, however, on this occasion, I get such a very strong feeling that you should reconsider, as you are family on here and the sun will come up in the morning with a new bright day and everyone here will still be wanting to know that you are ok and still with us here.

I have had 2 attempts and looking back, especially at the last one, I had a 100% meltdown emotionally and I regret my actions that led to 2 weeks in a hospital and nasty court fight about me being commented to a state-run facility for at least one year.

Lots of hugs and hope that you are doing great.

Walter

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish to you, I hope you have achieved your desires and are at peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you found peace.

 

[justcallmeJ]

i hope you are at peace <3

 

[Jisatsu]

Rest in peace

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope you've found peace!

 

[AviG]

Rest now

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May peace be yours.

 

[APeacefulPlace]

May you rest peacefully now.

 

[GoSan1]

I hope you are now where you always wanted to be.

 

[taysontheory]

 

[opheliaoveragain]

nothing but love and peace

 

[human909]

I wish you good luck and i hope you find the peace you've been searching for.

 

[waistcoat]

This was a heart breaking post, I hope you went peacefully, you will be missed by us all.

 

[depressedinsomniac]

this post hit hard....i am happy for them...it's such a hard thing to do....

 

[deleteduser853695]

May you have found peace. Rest well.

 

[outrider567]

no posts since 2:47 AM, rest in peace

 

[alivebutnotliving]

<33 rest well

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

Rest well I'm sorry I didn't respond to your last message in time.

 

[yearofluigi]

Goodbye and rest well

 

[Q-Q]

rest in peace, i hope that it didn't hurt