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cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
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It sort of seems like their CTB was an impulse decision which is sad...Hope you found peace.
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

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Jan 26, 2025
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It sort of seems like their CTB was an impulse decision which is sad...Hope you found peace.
They'd been messaging me for the last week or so, seemed like they were just putting it off trying to wait for meto but got impatient.
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
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It sort of seems like their CTB was an impulse decision which is sad...Hope you found peace.
They booked a hotel room, went there, had scheduled emails to be sent and then went through it. That was planned and calculated. Drinking the SN itself comes off that way because it takes acting on that moment of impulse to get through the SI.

But gathering the SN, booking a room, and getting the plan together goes beyond just impulse.
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

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They booked a hotel room, went there, had scheduled emails to be sent and then went through it. That was planned and calculated. Drinking the SN itself comes off that way because it takes acting on that moment of impulse to get through the SI.

But gathering the SN, booking a room, and getting the plan together goes beyond just impulse.
Agreed. They may have done it sooner than they were planning, but they had very much committed to the decision well beforehand. Never mind the time/effort it takes to actually get the SN.
 
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milkteacrown

milkteacrown

suicidal angel
Feb 16, 2025
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Rest in peace. I wish I had seen this post sooner, when you were alive. I hope the next world is kinder to you than this one, whatever it may be (or not be).
 
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