If you're an adult, how does money play a role in you wanting to ctb basically? Does a lack of money play any role in you wanting to ctb or if you're in abundance, do leeches/goldiggers/etc play a role in you wanting to ctb?
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):Not at all. I have been rich, poor, and everything in between over the course of my life and none of it ever affected my desire to die. I want to die because I am tired of living and no amount of money (or lack thereof) is going to change that.Money would be a great help as I'm barely surviving.
It's huge, it's the primary reason. It's such a shit show, I thought I was fine, looking forward to traveling and enjoying retirement. Then my 100 year old house exploded...I don't have near the money to fix everything. And if I can manage to sell it I'll be living at subsistence. I beginning to have medical issues, so I just want to wrap it up, call it a life, and not suffer or be a burden for 30 years. I'm stunned at how I missed this
bankai
Visionary
- Mar 16, 2025
- 2,340
When I was younger, I was really loose with money.I had friends who'd hit me up for cash and I'd indulge them 9 out of 10 times.But when I finally refused them the 10th time, I'd suddenly turn into the worst enemy possible
.I mean, what about the nine other times I helped you out? Yeah, that doesn't count anymore, does it?
That shit is in the rear view Mirror Now. I'll never mix money and relationships in the future ever.No impact for me. I have never been rich, but I've always had enough money for anything I wanted to buy. There are not many things I need, because nothing gives me much pleasure. Maybe an obscene amount of money could help for a short time, but I cannot think of anything that could be bought and would bring me a long term happiness.
telekon
Arcanist
- Feb 5, 2025
- 404
my finances are 100% the totality of why I will possibly CTB.
just today I got a 55$ charge from 'rentola' and when i tried to log in- no email i have is associated with an account. When you click ' account' on their website these are their only 4 FAQ.
Profile is non-existent. What the actual fuck? So its a scam? the rent prices on the site SAY 350/month but actually that's 350/day. Like what the fuck is this thing. And now I call my bank and they say I have to cancel my card and wait for a new one to come in the mail? I don't have time for this shit. I am fucking over this shit. Fuck you family for being such fucking assholes that I have to be renting anyways when I can't even afford it. I have 100$ in my bank account and my 1000$ fucking rent to live in a tiny room in a house with a piece of shit who takes pictures of the toilet and sends it in the house whatsapp saying i flush napkins when its fucking toilet paper and my asshole landlord thumbs it up like hes some hero but actually he pressures the gay guy in our house to suck him off in the shower that has a goddamn dirty mop in it sometimes- is due in 3 days. get me the fuck out
BRAINWORMS
dust to dust
- Jul 20, 2020
- 161
Kind of. I'd love to have enough money to pay for alternative mental health treatments like ketamine infusions or supervised psilocybin consumption to see if that helps since the more affordable traditional meds and therapy combo route isn't getting me very far.
Dejected 55
Visionary
- May 7, 2025
- 2,870
My reasons for wanting to die are unrelated to money... however, the lack of money and soon to run out is forcing my hand at choosing a timeline. If I didn't have financial issues coming at me hard soon, I might try and sit around and be miserable for longer "just in case" but that is going to no longer be an option in a couple of months.
That really sucks, the scammers seem to be everywhere but always well hidden and don't care if you'll be SOL because of the money they steal. They'll even put a grandma on the street so long as they don't have to work a jobIt plays the main role in me wanting to CTB. I worked hard to do a job I at least find tolerable most of the time but, I have to work really hard to sustain it. Seeing as I have such poor business sense and hate the number crunching side of it, I'm also fairly terrible at making profit from it. I also find it less fulfiling than I used to so, it's becoming more like a chore- alongside everything else.
Overall, I don't like life or, find it worthwhile so, I resent having to work hard and pay for something I don't even want. As I age, everything becomes harder. I also won't have the funds for a decent retirement or, to support me in old age so- practically speaking- I need out before then.Similar threads
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