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meadow2

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Aug 8, 2023
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How would you get it back to your home country?

Considering going abroad to try and get N. But, ideally I'd want to take it home (obviously alternative is to ctb immediately). I could try to get it back to my country either by taking it with me on the plane or by posting it. Which would be less risky? And how would I go about hiding it/hiding what it is? Wouldn't want to open the bottles.
 
.seethroughme.

.seethroughme.

This life has been more than enough for me 😂
Aug 6, 2023
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If I had gone to the effort of going, I'd take it there and then. Rather than risk losing out trying to get it home
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

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Jul 23, 2023
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also wouldn't want to risk arrest and a huge fine.
 
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flyaway

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Jul 11, 2020
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If I ever went the route to source it in person in another country, I will CTB there. I may get lucky going through the airport with it or sending it back home but if I get caught I will lose my golden ticket for a peaceful dead and will end up even worse having to face serious legal consequences. And although I would also feel more comfortable dying at home, it's definitely not worth the risk for me as well.
 
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tora

tora

lonelycity
Jun 11, 2023
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this could be a dumb question, but couldn't you just bring an empty prescription bottle and then put the nembutal in it so security at the airport wouldn't have any suspicions about it? it's not like that go around testing everyone's medications, right?
 
Sapphire

Sapphire

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Nov 22, 2022
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If I obtained N in another country, I would ctb there. I wouldn't risk having it confiscated after going through all that trouble to get it especially since I probably wouldn't be able to get it again.

I would never risk going through customs with it in my luggage. It's too risky. It isn't likely that you could convince them that you don't know how it got there, or you thought you bought cough syrup or something.

If I really wanted to take it home, I would switch the labels on the bottle and mail It.
It would still have to go through customs, but if they confiscated it, at least I would have plausible deniability.
 
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