LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
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wantstodie

Member
Oct 15, 2020
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By anything I mean if every single ressource or substance was at your disposal ignoring how illegal, rare or restricted it is, how would you choose to CTB ?

Personally I would go into an empty field, far from anyone and any circulation. I would then strap a big block of C4 to the back of my head and detonate it for an instant, painless and foolproof exit.

N capsules or maybe a cyanide pill.
 
Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
Anything that puts me asleep and let me die then. N, I guess? Fentanyl, maybe.
 
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BLUE1970

BLUE1970

Experienced
Nov 3, 2020
213
I've always wondered about black holes, I think I'd like to be launched into one. Failing that I'll jump.
 
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Gerard de Nerval

Gerard de Nerval

Ontologist
Oct 5, 2020
145
Barbiturates, like how Stephan Zweig or Malcolm Lowry went.
 
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Okami

Student
Mar 16, 2018
124
Jumping off a building or just anything that's really high off the ground.
 
Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
Poison injected into my veins. No explosion, no getting hurt, no vomitting, only quiet and then sleep.
 
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HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
anything mysterious so i can be featured on forensic files
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
I would want to be the guinea pig for the Sarco machine. I've always said if I died I wanted my body to go to science so I might as well start while I'm alive, no?
 
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lofistos345

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
215
I would do the Michael Jackson method. Propofol.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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inthemoonblue

inthemoonblue

Member
Nov 26, 2020
84
CO. The setup required to get it right is pretty complicated and not very accessible to me atm.
 
Aloken

Aloken

I choose love
Jan 25, 2021
280
I would want to die in the arms of the person I love, after a quick and precise stab in the carotid or femoral. I would say by a gun (I don't live in US), but I would like to stay in his arms for a while.
 
DuckieWaddles

DuckieWaddles

Student
Nov 18, 2020
115
F, H, or some other opioid. Just fall asleep and not wake up.
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
My dream ctb would be a fent OD for sure. And I had that but screwed it up. God I regret that.
 
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Natty

Student
Jul 27, 2020
138
Without question a gun.

I can pretty much will myself into anything, and if i were still in the US it would be over right now. Partial and other methods take time and planning to not get caught an to make sure you don't fail. They aren't as big of a fuss as some make it out to be, but they definitely require a bit moe thought and planning than a simple tool like a gun.
 
FarAcrossTheWater

FarAcrossTheWater

Experienced
Sep 4, 2020
239
Death by snoo snoo.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Blowing myself up with a big nuclear bomb would be cool.
 
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