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bawiao

bawiao

something
Mar 14, 2023
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If you had to listen to a song during your CTB, what would it be? Whats your reasoning? (If you have any), mine would probably be buzzcut season by lorde. I just think its very calming.. <3<3
 
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Live or Let Die

Live or Let Die

𝗕𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀, 𝗟𝗼𝗟𝗗
Mar 15, 2023
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The Great Gig In The Sky - Pink Floyd, that or Psychosocial - Slipknot.

Complete opposites, I'm aware; but both incredible songs.
 
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another__guy_

New Member
Mar 15, 2023
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dreamer - ozzy osbourne or new divide - linkin park
must be nice dying listening to their voices, personal favorite.
 
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Yozo_oba

Yozo_oba

"When I go out, I hope I go just as beutifully"
Mar 11, 2023
32
Sea, swallow me, by cocteau twins, harold bud. It reminds me on sinking to the bottom on the ocean and watching the waves pass from above you.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Titans Score by Trevor Rabin without a doubt. I would choose it because it's so Absolutely damn beautiful to me. And I have also died / been reborn ( Heavy mushroom / acid trips) to it Many times as well, brings me to tears Every Fckn time.
 
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Yozo_oba

Yozo_oba

"When I go out, I hope I go just as beutifully"
Mar 11, 2023
32
dreamer - ozzy osbourne or new divide - linkin park
must be nice dying listening to their voices, personal favorite.
Honestly, linin park is such a good singer, I love all of his songs sm.
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

Sorry
Aug 23, 2018
478
State Lines - Novo Amor
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,323
Howie day - End of our days ( i feel its a funeral song, when i listen to that especially when he says , at the end of our days , we'll escape)

Linkin Park - One more light ( who cares if one more lights goes out in a sky of a millions stars)

I will play both songs non stop until i die , would be great.
 
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teyabutter

teyabutter

Just me
Feb 13, 2023
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If you had to listen to a song during your CTB, what would it be? Whats your reasoning? (If you have any), mine would probably be buzzcut season by lorde. I just think its very calming.. <3<3
Every single thing by homeshake 100% for me, that or ghostride by crumb. Maybe just those two looping
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Lol, depending on the method, Hall of the Mountain King, or, if I have more time, Pigs, Three Different Ones.
 
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drmihilo

drmihilo

desperate
Jul 30, 2022
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Именно это. Хотя в прошлый раз моя сентиментальность все испортила.
 
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novem

novem

Experienced
May 9, 2022
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It is very much dependent on the person
Everyone has their own memorable song that connects with their past.
For me it would be a song that I listened while happy long time ago before it all happened to me.
 
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MissionSucksAssFul

MissionSucksAssFul

Any help I can offer is gladly given :)
Mar 2, 2023
109
Shepherds boy from Doctor Who...
context as to why: in S09 E11 the Doctor spends billions of years punching a diamond wall to get through to his TARDIS, so it's a nice metaphore where I'm the Doctor, the Wall is my survival instinct and the TARDIS is Death
 
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aubrey!

aubrey!

internet angel
Mar 11, 2023
141
i've been listening to a lot of osamu sato's works lately, they seem like they could be a perfect song for the transition between life and death :p
i would recommend this album it's pretty good.


some other songs which come to mind are oyasumination by ippo.tsk because of the line "i'll suffocate on my own terms" and broken cash machine by modern baseball for the line "the sun explodes, we die, the world ends" or forget me not by foreground eclipse which is about a promise to meet again (although honestly, i'm not sure i'd like to meet this world again. it's just a pretty song.)
 
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dontfearthereaper11

dontfearthereaper11

curiouser and curiouser
Mar 17, 2023
13

This song holds a very deep spot in my heart. It was what I used to listen to on repeat while curled up in my pitch black room in my worst moments. But because of that, I feel the most comfort from it. It is the one thing that has truly been there with me through it all. I would want it to be with me at the end, too.
 
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junko

junko

carving my name in the grave again
Mar 16, 2023
77
"Asleep" by The Smiths because I'm unimaginative and typical, hahaha. In all seriousness, it's one of my favorite songs and has been since I discovered it.

Or -- "My Way" by Frank Sinatra, because I wish it were true about my entire life. At least it'll be true about CTB.
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
being completely honest here
 
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Krobo

Krobo

Member
Feb 5, 2023
38

Screw drama and sentimentality. I'm ending myself to a peppy song that tells the listener to go touch grass
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary of course. That would be the most ideal piece of music to listen to as I finally free myself from this unnecessary existence.
 
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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
241
BMO THEME SONG ~ me and my ex Bessie's song

the lyrics, "And we'll always be back then, because we'll always be best friends"
 
thelookingontheway

thelookingontheway

Member
Jul 15, 2022
41
Mine maybe Mr blue sky, crying when listening to it right now
 
aubrey!

aubrey!

internet angel
Mar 11, 2023
141

Screw drama and sentimentality. I'm ending myself to a peppy song that tells the listener to go touch grass

depending on your route to CTB, the needy girl overdose themes could be very fitting :p
 
exhaustedanonymous

exhaustedanonymous

everything that lives is gone to waste
Nov 14, 2022
135
san junipero -lostboycrow
star shopping - lil peep
starry starry night - lianne
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,050
I don't intend to listen to music. It's one of the few things I enjoy and listening to it would make it too hard to follow through.
 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
344
Something long like The Decline by Nofx. Itd work like a clock to me using the SN method
 
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Gena

Member
Jan 27, 2019
29
Don't fear the reaper by blue Oyster cult
 
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feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
162


That's a good one in my opinion, I like the vibe
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
662
Mine would be maybe by Enya… that speaks to my soul… I love it

But having said that I would not play any music I would just do it with no music…
 

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