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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
SN

The thought of accidently blowing my face off doesn't sound too appealing...
 
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chrisbate7

chrisbate7

Student
Sep 30, 2020
191
I think I'll drink SN. If I wake up or am found I'll pull the 9MM out from under the pillow and blow out my brain stem. Not going to risk getting saved. Once I've decided it's time to CTB there will be no going back
 
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Shotgunjohn

Shotgunjohn

Member
Apr 26, 2020
35
i used to always want to ctb via firearm but the one thing that always scared me was the slim possibility of surviving and being handicapped or disfigured...

after doing some research im most likely going to ctb via SN. mainly just because if i happen to survive the long term effects are much less extreme than those of a firearm.
 
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Quax

Quax

Student
Nov 16, 2019
140
SN.... I want to be in one piece, even after death
 
KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
SN.
Shotgun is too violent.
I would take SN then shoot myself in the head with a handgun though.
 
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fixitinpost

fixitinpost

Arriving Somewhere But Not Here
Oct 20, 2020
161
SN. I'm not going to leave a mess for some poor sod to clean up. And if I survive it's going to be a nightmare.
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
Gun, obviously I rather prefer instant death than 20 min. of suffering.
 
Gnip

Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
621
SN. If I somehow survive, I can try again with the stash I would have hidden away. But LetzeAusfahrt's experiments with nitrogen hypoxia and a mask make it clear that this method is sudden, painless and peaceful after being tested thoroughly and practiced properly. (That's another clincher for nitrogen hypoxia for me, the fact you can test it out before with a mask held loosely to the face before finally strapping it on securely.)
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
I don't know. It makes me nervous thinking about it.
 
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thats_a_wrap

Member
Jun 1, 2020
64
Shotgun.

If I was worried about causing a mess or failure I'd do it on top of a bridge in the middle of the night, with weights strapped to myself. Gunshot, impact, drowning. Could even add some SN too.