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Therehastobeaway

Member
Jun 2, 2021
31
I'm looking for a large helium or nitrogen tank that's pure. It's seems impossible to find, since I know they now air air, too. Any direction on where to get pure helium or nitrogen in a tank large enough to CTB?
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,851
I'm looking for a large helium or nitrogen tank that's pure. It's seems impossible to find, since I know they now air air, too. Any direction on where to get pure helium or nitrogen in a tank large enough to CTB?
All Nitrogen tanks contain at least 99% Nitrogen which is plenty lethal when using it to CTB--Just ask the dealer if you're not sure
 
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Someday_Somehow32

Someday_Somehow32

Member
Jul 20, 2022
90
Gun, probably the best one to really go out with it. Messy but I would be dead so who would really care
 
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nifii

Aaaaaaaaaahhhh
Dec 19, 2021
60
N for sure! Hoping it would feel like just going to sleep and never waking up
 
resolutory

resolutory

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
259
Hahaha... Actually, that's something I've been working on these past several months... I call it... "Backup ᛇ Dream".

It's more like a story though... 😄
Oh really, that's a really good idea!! :D It sounds like a good way of compiling your thoughts on the subject.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Oh really, that's a really good idea!! :D It sounds like a good way of compiling your thoughts on the subject.
Thanks! And yeah, it kinda is... it started off as a journal entry until I had some insight. 😌

I haven't been at it for a while since remembering my past and knowing how to phrase some things properly is a very tricky process, but I think while I'm off work for a week, I should go back into it.
 
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hassan

Member
Jan 11, 2023
69
I want N very badly, I dream of being able to just lie down to sleep. Maybe someone can even be there to hold me before I go.

I've found some sellers on DW marketplaces for powder but I don't know if it's legit (they have good reviews for other substances) and I'm trying to figure out how to calculate how much I'd need to go. If I can't get it I'll have to look into fentanyl I guess. Or SN, but SN sounds unpleasant.
Pm link please for the N
 
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hassan

Member
Jan 11, 2023
69
Pm please
I like the idea of the inert gas method however I have not gone for it as it would raise to many questions with the friends I live with and who are looking after me, I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up.

I have my method arriving by post hopefully soon, I'm reluctant to discuss it on an open forum by I will be happy to answer over private message
Pm please
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,148
Assisted suicide in a clinic- whichever method they would recommend.

100% success rate, humane. Plus, they'll be all set up to deal with my body- no horrible shock and clean up for some poor random stranger.
 
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2Toes

Dark Hails
Jan 23, 2023
33
Helium, which is what I will choose if I fail to find SN in my country . I am a heroin addict and have OD multiple times and it really is not that pleasant.
 
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Secret

Member
Feb 10, 2021
45
Gun to the head. Quick and wouldn't fail.
Hydrogen sulfide or gun to head.

Two quickest and most reliable methods by far.

The idea of N or SN etc are great on paper but the reality is they go wrong, a lot.
SN goes wrong a lot? I know people mostly vomit and they advise a second glass to drink right down to make sure you get as much SN as possible.
When I'm ready to CTB I am between that, Charcoal or Monkshood (Aconite) poisoning. Unless another method appears to be favourable of course.
 
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Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

Student
Jan 2, 2023
132
I'm still gonna go for the yew. Too many methods, imo, are rather lacking in personality or spirit. Yes, they can be effective, but the way I see it, the reason things are abysmal nowadays is because things are becoming too logical and scientific. Yes, science and analytical stuff is important, but too much of it leads to nihilism, where everything loses meaning and people live and die unfulfilled. To add something that's of a spiritual and holistic element... like plant methods is what brings about healing. And crafting the perfected yew tincture is the one thing that's been giving my life meaning to the point I sorta don't want to die. Not to say I would never kill myself, but it's more of the fact that I don't care about whether I live or die; I just want to live the life I dreamed of for so long, and nothing is gonna stand in my way. And I think everyone should apply to that.
What is yew pls ?
N for me. I'm always wishing that I had N, to me there is nothing more ideal than peacefully passing away and being permanently free from this existence. I envy those with this method so much, if I had it I would ctb as soon as possible. I really hate this cruel nightmare world that makes it as difficult as possible for us to die and denies us the option of peaceful ways to be gone from this world. If I had N it would literally solve everything for me.
N for me. I'm always wishing that I had N, to me there is nothing more ideal than peacefully passing away and being permanently free from this existence. I envy those with this method so much, if I had it I would ctb as soon as possible. I really hate this cruel nightmare world that makes it as difficult as possible for us to die and denies us the option of peaceful ways to be gone from this world. If I had N it would literally solve everything for me.
If I may ask, why isn't the SN method a favourable / substitute method for u? I just want to get your opinions on it because that is the method I am considering.
 
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EternalOblivion

EternalOblivion

But does anything matter if you're already dead?
Jan 13, 2023
50
I'd take anything that would allow me to drift off as peacefully as possible.
I don't necessarily want to go violently, but I don't really have much of a choice at this point either.
 
meatclown

meatclown

Encephalopathyathon
Jan 24, 2023
27
Passing out and sequentially falling into a body of water. Hopefully, I wouldn't sequentially regain consciousness.
 
emptybox

emptybox

Member
Nov 27, 2022
43
Assisted suicide, the most peaceful way I can imagine
It's also important for me that my dead body isn't an unpleasant surprise and a problem
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,351
If I may ask, why isn't the SN method a favourable / substitute method for u? I just want to get your opinions on it because that is the method I am considering
I believe that those who have access to SN are fortunate as after all it's a reliable poison method. The problem lies in the fact that it's a restricted method. I certainly believe that SN sounds preferable to many of the other methods so no wonder so many wish to obtain it.
 
Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

Student
Jan 2, 2023
132
I believe that those who have access to SN are fortunate as after all it's a reliable poison method. The problem lies in the fact that it's a restricted method. I certainly believe that SN sounds preferable to many of the other methods so no wonder so many wish to obtain it.
Yeah but if I remember correctly, in one comment on here u said u live in the UK, and others from UK have been able to get it. My question is would u use SN as a method if u had it? 💜
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,351
Yeah but if I remember correctly, in one comment on here u said u live in the UK, and others from UK have been able to get it. My question is would u use SN as a method if u had it? 💜
Yes, of course I would unless I had something more peaceful like N. It's a reliable method after all.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,351
Then why can't you get it? It's accessible in the UK, I've heard? 💜
No, it's not that accessible. It's a restricted method that is complicated to obtain and plan. Unfortunately this is just the reality, I think that if it was so easy to get SN then people wouldn't be researching other methods. And also for me trying to order ctb materials online comes with risks.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
Fentanyl, I could go with positive, peaceful feelings.
 

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