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Would you press the button and ctb

  • Yes

    Votes: 65 81.3%
  • No

    Votes: 3 3.8%
  • Maybe

    Votes: 17 21.3%
  • Other

    Votes: 1 1.3%

  • Total voters
    80
L9my

L9my

they are dead, for they have no dreams
Nov 22, 2024
987
I've been asking myself this question and if the answer was no. I knew that I still had things I wanted to do or hope for my future.
I think it helped battle impulsivity.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,894
I would definitely press it as if after death is non existence then I can't regret about anything and my suffering will end.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,251
*insert meme of hand slamming button that I am too lazy to go get*
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,231
I'm not sure. It wouldn't be hope keeping me here though. It would be the same reason I'm stuck here as it is. I don't want it to upset my Dad.

If it was to disappear like you've never existed though, then- sure.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
Yeah, I would press it
 
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mirage

Member
Nov 18, 2024
70
I wouldn't think twice about pressing it lol
 
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platypus77

platypus77

Experienced
Dec 11, 2024
277
futurama GIF
 
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mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
59
i already decided that im going to ctb soon, so id might as well lol
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,357
Without hesitation
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,567
That is all I wish for, all I wish for is to painlessly disappear from this existence and never suffer ever again, all I've ever wanted is to cease existing in peace and permanently be free from the torturous, futile abomination of existence, I'd never wish to exist rather I only want nothingness, I just want permanent relief from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake that just tortures and torments existing beings, existing to me is only suffering. I see it as deeply undesirable in every way to be conscious in this existence suffering so much, nothing no matter what would make me wish for any of this suffering rather I only wish to never exist ever again.

I wish I could erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all as I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there was never a need for was even imposed, I'd always prefer the peace of non-existence over being enslaved in this existence just waiting to die anyway capable of suffering to unlimited amounts, the thought of suffering in this existence just to be tortured by old age is so horrific and unbearable to me.
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
226
youre making it way too easy for me.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,082
As long as I still had time to write my letters, draft my will, and do anything else I need to prepare for after I'm gone. If it's a situation where the button appeared right now and this was my only chance, then no I wouldn't press it. If I could have the time I needed to do everything, then yes I would.
 
SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
548
I'm sorry but I'd press it immediately. I fear the future too much to miss out a chance to successfully disappear, painlessly even. I'd do what I could till time's up then press it.
 
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fuewybfunsfoiceoi

fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
103
This is the material of hopes and dreams, press, press, press
 
music

music

i'll scatter like birds
Feb 1, 2023
101
seems like i'm the only person who's pressed no up until now so i'll try to explain why lol. i'm not hung up on methods, but deliberating whether the slim chances of opportunity to begin living a life i'm at least okay with are worth hanging on to. speaking solely for myself, the lengths i'd need to go to in order to accomplish this are irrelevant to this discussion. if the scenario was 'button or permanent surveillance ensuring i never get a choice again' then i'd pick otherwise, but i don't think i'd be here if i could honestly vote yes in a rational state of mind. hope that makes sense, not that i need it to though
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
756
At this point in time, I think I'd actually have to go with maybe. Normally I'd be a yes with some guilt about my parents. But right now my mom is going through major medical issues so I would definitely feel guilty. She even guilted me a few weeks ago by saying What if it had worked when I tried to CTB?! That made me feel bad
 
Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,095
No, my button will not disappear.
 
astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
260
Ugh! It's just the timing, lmao. My niece's birthday party is next week and I'd feel like an ass for missing it by being dead.

But, too good of an option to pass up. I could only say Maybe.
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
593
I would definitely, this world is so cruel and unfair to us. i have been suffering from pain too long now, I will press it as soon as i see it.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
438
Yes, especially if it was a now or never situation.
 
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OMGkawaiiAngel

OMGkawaiiAngel

Fallen Angel ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
Jan 18, 2025
1
I didn't expect this would be such a hard decision, honestly… If the button were to disappear *forever*, I would not hesitate and press it. My death is secured and I wouldn't be able to see how any of my loved ones react; if disappointed, sad… Would not be able to feel guilt in case of failing suicide.
I feel useless and helpless in my current situation. Even if I finally had set a goal to reach, become a recognized artist, making me feel motivated somehow, I wouldn't like to keep suffering through these intrusive thoughts and constant parental abuse. I would finally reach peace.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
612
Yes. If reliable and pain free then without a doubt. Whatever is 'waiting around the corner' can't top finality can it?
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,465
Yes I would press the button. i'm assuming the button means instant painless Death which is non-existence forever.

non-existence forever is the only perfection because it's the only guarantee of never suffering extremely.

i'm also assuming that the button dissapears in a few hours so that my opportunity to reach non-existence in a guaranteed instant painless way would be gone forever in a few hours if i don't act now. so i choose to act now and forget everything because after i cease to exist nothing can matter to me.

the horror is that this "button" would be available to anyone that wanted it . but the only reasons guaranteed painless methods aren't available is because the monsters made some one assisting you with suicide and all guaranteed suicide methods into crimes.

1 micro-second after my brain dies is Death. Death is non-existence forever. that means that all my problems are solved instantly and forever. never any chance of unbearable pain, extreme suffering nor extreme torture. never any kind of pain, suffering... never any problems , bad memories, diseases , old age , injustice, lies ,scams thousands of other horrible things in life /existence/ consciousness / this world. i will never have any worries, free from all responsibilities work to do lists, work a job, work, chores problems headaches stress free from all that garbage forever .... boggles my mind that many of the things i listed are part of the daily struggle for most and they never question why do i have to do all this work.

non-existence for ever is the only perfection . because only non-existence forever guarantees never suffering extremely ever . non-existence forever is the only absolute perfection the ultimate bliss

as of now 83% said they would press the button. i wonder what people in other social media sites would say probably much much lower like what % would you say?
 
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Unrequitedlife

Unrequitedlife

Conflicted daily
Jan 10, 2025
102
In this moment, I think i would
 
NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
Isn't this how it's done in Switzerland? Of course I would. I wouldn't even think twice about it.
 
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freakypossum

freakypossum

Member
Dec 24, 2024
31
No hesitation as long as there's undeniable proof there's no afterlife.
 

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