Been thinking about this a lot. I've cut off everyone in my life other than the immediate family I live with and two people I talk to online, so I can't exactly just go out with friends to the mall or something (one of them thankfully lives close but not close enough that we could just hang out every day without a fair amount of lengthy driving involved). It'll be raining for a few more days. Don't really want to just stay on the computer for two weeks until it happens. So I guess I'm trying to see how I can make the most out of things for the next two weeks, not just for myself but for others if I can.
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Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
Ah fuck, I wish I had the social finesse to at least fuck a few times before I have to do it. I'm autistic and never got treated for it so it's impossible haha, I was lucky that all the people I've ever been with didn't mind making all the moves.
Drinking though, I'll definitely be doing that a lot!
Donewitheverything
Ultimate Despair
- Apr 8, 2019
- 78
I would a lot of time with my mother, visit my new SO, and travel at least one of the countries I've always planned to visit. I'd also perhaps try narcotics; if I'm going to die soon, I might as well make the most of it. I'd also perhaps write a will so my meager, yet meaningful assortments can go to the proper people.
Alchemist
Warlock
- Apr 3, 2019
- 709
Most likely not much since I'm too drained for anything by now. Most like I will just stop going to my job, set everything in order, and whatever time is left spend it playing videogames.
JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
Spending time with my family until the time comes. There's nothing I want to do anymore. I just want to hurry up and end my life. I don't have the resources or energy to do anything special.
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
seekingoblivion
Arcanist
- Dec 11, 2018
- 454
Try and find an escort or two. Or three. Or just go about the rest of my days like nothing is happening. And then just die.
sunny.sativa
organic
- Apr 2, 2019
- 317
I related to almost EVERYTHING you said there. I only talk to my household family members and two other people that I don't ever feel like hanging out with, but still treasure dearly.
I would,(being in my own situation, I know you may have or not have different luxuries), probably go to the beach everyday, play my music, smoke my weed and throw my hula hoop around with the most emotion and soul I've ever projected in my life.
I'd sell my car, my clothes, everything I have and take my mom to New York.
I'd buy my dad a motorcycle.
I'd probably fuckin blow up or burn down my place of work at 2 am when no one's there. I'd be doing those fools a favor and they know it.
Lmao.
I'd follow through with a lot of impulsive desires. Idk, I guess, it'd come as it did.
I hope you have fun. Make the most of it. Buy yourself the shoes you've wanted or read a new book, y'know? Do the most. Best of luck, friend.
xx
I would,(being in my own situation, I know you may have or not have different luxuries), probably go to the beach everyday, play my music, smoke my weed and throw my hula hoop around with the most emotion and soul I've ever projected in my life.
I'd sell my car, my clothes, everything I have and take my mom to New York.
I'd buy my dad a motorcycle.
I'd probably fuckin blow up or burn down my place of work at 2 am when no one's there. I'd be doing those fools a favor and they know it.
Lmao.
I'd follow through with a lot of impulsive desires. Idk, I guess, it'd come as it did.
I hope you have fun. Make the most of it. Buy yourself the shoes you've wanted or read a new book, y'know? Do the most. Best of luck, friend.
xx
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 7,956
Probably throw a huge party. 
I would definitely have Chinese at least once (Favorite food)
Watch some of my favorite movies … listen to my favorite bands (Five Finger Death Punch, Disturbed) Too many to list.
Say goodbye to friends.
I would definitely have Chinese at least once (Favorite food)
Watch some of my favorite movies … listen to my favorite bands (Five Finger Death Punch, Disturbed) Too many to list.
Say goodbye to friends.
MAC10
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 22
I wouldn't need to feel like doing things before I die, that would make me want to live. My last two weeks will be as gloomy as possible and horrible so death seems like a blessing.
Halo13
Wizard
- May 9, 2019
- 671
If I knew for certain this was my last 2 weeks alive, I'd be happy and relieved.
sunny.sativa
organic
- Apr 2, 2019
- 317
So you're a masochist and you want to suffer, is basically what I read. You don't wanna get better. I've been there before, I guess, in this mindset. No one could help me until I pulled out of it (had a bipolar swing lol) or attempted suicide. I didn't wanna listen. It was stupid.
So you truly never want to have fun again? Never again wanna go to a Chinese buffet or watch new movies in D-Box or ride the scariest rides at the amusement park? I mean, I don't know what you're into, probably not all that, but you might get what I'm saying.
This is deeply unfortunate. I'm sorry you feel that way.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,605
In my current situation and predicament, if I only had 2 weeks to live, well definitely want to lose my virginity and experience 'sex' before I die (I would even consider brothels/overseas in this case), then maybe try some high end food at a reknown place (particularly sushi), and then just put my affairs in order, and be at peace with death.
HappyEnding
Member
- Mar 23, 2019
- 85
I'd eat anything I wanted and probably stop exercising. I'm small and usually care about what I eat but I'd just go "fuck it" and stuff ice cream in my gut morning, noon, and night. And cheese-Its! And pizza! And jam-filled cookies from Fresh Market!!
Dead beat dad
Enlightened
- Mar 5, 2019
- 1,030
If it were me I think I do some volunteering, helping animals, or homeless or something, I'd try and do something anonymously good.
I'd perhaps write a couple of letters to the people where we have made a difference in each others lives. Not go ape shit but just to tell them I love them. Maybe for the ones that went wrong to try and bury any hatchet that may exist between us.
I'd find somewhere peaceful and meditate for a while.
Drink one last beer (and I mean one, not have a sip and the morph in to Barney Gumble).
Throw a pebble or stone in to the ocean.
Peace brother
EmotionlessWanderer
Specialist
- Jan 19, 2019
- 352
I'll probably just do my own thing until I go to sleep and never wake up.
Quinlor
The stranger
- Feb 21, 2019
- 1,056
I probably would go away to the coast, and would rent beautiful house in the beach waiting anxiously for the final day looking the sea.
Kikoo Loool
Enlightened
- Feb 25, 2019
- 1,128
I would bang a few escorts (arab, asian, russian, tranny), smoke weed for the first time, drink a lot (bordeaux wine, solera rum, triple belgian beer) and hike into the wild at the end.
Drugs, so many drugs all the drugs in fact i would do all the drugs...
Someone mentioned a hooker, why not im always afraid of STD's but if im going out anyway and let's face it random std's are a thing to and for legal hookers its probably less chance of std since they have to be tested, at least in nevada
but drugs for sure, lots of drugs, i like drugs
Someone mentioned a hooker, why not im always afraid of STD's but if im going out anyway and let's face it random std's are a thing to and for legal hookers its probably less chance of std since they have to be tested, at least in nevada
but drugs for sure, lots of drugs, i like drugs
StillWaiting
Need cats to comfort me
- Jul 28, 2018
- 550
If I have the money, i guess I will pack my bag and travel around to see new places before dying. Places where I can see aurora will be nice.
Bärchen
Distracting myself through Life
- Apr 7, 2019
- 202
I would be happy.
Stop eating healthy, stop going to the gym, stop working
Calling a escort girl for hand holding, cuddeling and hugging. I'm not in the mood for other "escort things"
Spend my days with my cats.
Donate some money to the animal shelter i have my cats from.
Stop eating healthy, stop going to the gym, stop working
Calling a escort girl for hand holding, cuddeling and hugging. I'm not in the mood for other "escort things"
Spend my days with my cats.
Donate some money to the animal shelter i have my cats from.
I am envious of all of you that still enjoy things. I don't at all anymore, one of the many reasons I need to ctb
